Awakening Deja vu

[Depersonilized]

I was just thinking about this, but every time I've had a deep awakening or gotten to that state, it always feel familiar. It's like the dream I have every night. The presence I felt connected to as a child but didn't understand and couldn't really remember. I knew this feeling once yet only now I understand. 

Anyone else get this feeling? I can't quite explain it. It's such a mysterious feeling to me yet at the same time so clear at that moment.