I have noticed these 2 strange cycles in my dating life. Survival and Love.

[The_Truth_Seeker]

Two words I can use to describe these 2 cycles are:- 

 

1. Survival 

2. Love

 

Survival:- During that phase I'm always in a survival mode and bad things tend to happen. I don't see any good in other people. I'm super selfish & self-conscious during this phase. It almost feels like some negative energy is trapped in my body and I can't rid of it. No matter what advice anyone gives me, nothing changes during that phase. This is the survival phase but there is another phase. 

 

Love:- The only word to describe that phase is Love. Pure unconditional selfless love. I don't know why but during that phase all of a sudden I see the world through the lense of love. 

The best part about this phase is I don't have to try anything, everything just happens. I honestly have no idea how. A lot of amazing & memorable things have happened to me during that phase and I have no idea how I did all that. 

 

It's almost like magic. I feel relaxed yet energetic, I know what to say, I know what to do, I do the right things without even trying. I know it sounds weird but when I'm with a girl during that phase it's almost like there is an aura of love coming out of my being and I feel like she should be a part of it and the amazing thing is even though I have no plan, everything workouts just fine. 

 

I can't write much details about it because I'm not in this phase right now. When I AM in the phase, I don't have to try, everything happens so naturally. 

 

When I'm in the Survival  phase, I'm like, "I need her!" 

 

But when I'm in the Love phase, I'm like, "Let's give her a great time. She is a wonderful girl and She deserves it."