so many things to change in myself I don't know where to begin how to decide on this?

[saif2]

I find that it is difficult to transform my thoughts into reality do you have any books to recommend on this subject?

how can I close this gap?

[Harry2]

I'd suggest considering that thoughts are part of reality including what I'm thinking while writing right now. This itself is a thought in form of words. But it needs to be noticed. 

[Hen Zuhe]

@saif2 To change.... Write all things you want to change from you.

And priorize that list.

Each one write 2 or 3 options of action to transform you.

Try to do it with each one.

2 weeks later evaluate your actions that you have done.

Then you can write to this message to continue helping you.

Blesses.

NAMASTE.

 

[Hen Zuhe]

@saif2
Make your Thoughts reality....

Read some books from: Jiddu Krishnamurti. Eckhart Tolle, Depack Chopra, Wayne Dyer, Joe Dispenza.

Searcho on web the titles of tem books and download what you want.

Great writters.

NAMASTE

 

[Nahm]

6 hours ago, saif2 said:

so many things to change in myself I don't know where to begin how to decide on this?

What does change something in yourself mean? 

6 hours ago, saif2 said:

I find that it is difficult to transform my thoughts into reality do you have any books to recommend on this subject?

You’re already appearing as the thoughts & as perception. So, not something you can do....

6 hours ago, saif2 said:

how can I close this gap?

... focus on what you want. Not in your head so to speak, but on a dreamboard in front of you. Then you are aware of what you want, consciously creating, and reality is appearing as it. Then you are aware of the gap; thoughts which are not aligned with what’s on your board. Close the gap by recognizing the guidance of feeling, and focusing on a better feeling thought. Feel the alignment as you do ? and use the emotional scale & tools of expression for any ‘stuckness’.