I did 5MEO today

[Beeflamb]

and honestly it wasn't as intense as I thought it would be. I smoked the natural bufo in a ceremony and it was overall just a really pleasant experience. It basically just felt like love. I was being embraced by love, like being held in a warm blanket and during the comedown was just such a comforting feeling. I must have had the biggest smile on my face.

I can't remember much of the trip, but I remember it was very empty. I don't remember having any visuals, any sense of time, or having a self. I felt no fear. There was nothing there to feel, just love. And when I "came back" I just laughed. Like it was all just a big joke. It was so simple.... the answer is so simple. The 5meo experience was so simple.

And now here I am, back to my ego self, still wondering what I should do with my life. I feel limitless, but choosing where to go is still difficult for me. There are just so many options now that everything is love, and everything I would normally worry about no longer worries me. I have nothing to fear, nothing to lose. So what do I do next? I feel like whatever I do, I might as well go big and bold, since there's nothing to lose anyway.

 

peace and love y'all

 

[Raptorsin7]

Did you have permanent shifts that lasted after the trip?

Like feeling more, love bliss etc?

[allislove]

@Beeflamb

I've been there bro. Such feelings shall pass, give it time, relax. And yes, go big & bold, follow your dreams ?

[James123]

9 hours ago, Beeflamb said:

So what do I do next?

As @allislove says give it time, relax, love and let go. Letting go of the memories, future and loving the moment whatever it comes the key. Good luck! 

[blankisomeone]

Get into politics and help deal with covid and capitalism

Edited March 15, 2021 by blankisomeone