Realization - 3 // Pure Subject or Pure Object

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My Thoughts:-

First of all this insight really shocked me as this insight came after my I'm everything realization. But my second realization(I'm everything) was faded away after sometime maybe because i kinda slide back into normal ego oriented works after sometime. I didn't have a nice grip of it as nothing, right now.

 

Actual Insight:-

As previously mentioned there was no self to observe or as pure being, I'm both the cases and i wondered what is a thought and who observes it as turns out thought is not observed by anyone or thought is just pure being as tho as a chair and i came to realize Leo's experiment on drawing the line from the perceiver to the perception turns out the line cannot be drawn as there was no self. So as though there was no separate self which is observing which turns out as pure subjectivity or pure objectivity.

 

P.S:- Even though i realized this, i kinda having a hard time accepting to the fact this is true and I'm coming up with all the reasons why it's not true. But the truth is powerful that it turns out nothing i can do about it. This really freaked my ego, didn't expected that!??