i am afraid to be true being myself because my sexual agenda is at stake

[John Iverson]

So i am working out my way to fame on tiktok i had experiences here and there that they criticize me or saying things to me that made me afraid and coward,. And now i am afraid to be true to being myself because of my sexual agenda and sex survival is at steak, that in my mind i am afraid that no girls or females want to sleep with me because i have the reputation about my doings, that every girl that i am going to meet will judge me, you know the power of being famous, so please give me advice, wisdom, insights, or anything that could make me see something good or lift me up for good and to be able for me to move forward to life with a new openess to my future not being afraid of what i am thinking and not giving a fuck with such survival shit! I want atleast being true atleast and still i could fuck every girl i want, 

Tho Leo always say that for example trump always get the HB? I am not sure exact term but the point is someone like trump can fuck you if he wants to regardless of his reputation of being the baddest of all the badest? Hmmm? 

Edited March 6, 2021 by John Iverson