Merkabah activation?

[GreenLight]

Hi,

 

I had a some "activation" or something happened to me a few years back. I want  to shortly explain it so i can free myself from constantly thinking about it . You do not need to believe this but if you heard something similar, please comment on what you know. It will be appreciated. I did take away some details from this story so not to make it too long.

 

A few years ago i was about a week barely functioned cognitively and was in a more positive state of couscioussness. One day i was at my apartment and watched a video about the Merkabah. I only remembered that it is suppose to be activated in the base of the spine. Next day i was in my bed and something non-physical dropped into my head and made a wave and flew down my spine to the bottom and made another wave there. I almost was sucked out of my body while experiencing this with pure adrenaline.

 

Then i experienced "paranormal" things for a week or two. I started coughing and it felt like something was being released from inside my bodily tissue. This process was beginning to start. It felt like some microscopic particles where released from different places inside the body and being flown toward or "vacuumed" by the larynx (throat chakra?). There is an energy inside that is pressing toward my bodily parts and forces these particles to be released and then flown to the larynx. The particles seem to be densified unevenly in different parts of the body. For me, there is a high concentration in the eyes, forehead,  a point in the right hemisphere and genital area. I feel like suffering and/or pressure is also reduced for every day as i do this. This seems like a natural cleansing process that our human vehicles can do.

 

I have been doing this everyday since I wake up until I go to sleep for almost 7 years. Usually when I walk these particles are being at best loosened from the tissues. It is only when I am relaxed/still/introverted the particles can move steadily toward the larynx. Probably these particles comes a "body" within the body that disintegrates. So i have to do a lot of laying down so this can go smoothly. It interferes with daily life but I cannot do anything about it and do not mind. I can do this vaccum-like process from both sides of the neck at once but rarely. Although it is a bit painful to do it from the back of the neck.

There is also this kundalini sound/vibration that has been permanently flooding my skull for a long time now. I hear it even now.  Probably it is this energy that causes the particles release around the body but I am not sure.

Not asking for wise words or support just genuinely curious off what I am going through. 

Have a good day.

 

 

[seeking_brilliance]

Interesting. Have you been exploring out of body? Sounds like some thing's itching to get out. 

[GreenWoods]

I've done hardly any research into that stuff, but from what I can tell, what you describe sounds like it could be a legitimate partial merkabah activation. 

Have you seen much progess over the past 7 years? Will you achieve full activation any time soon? Would be pretty cool

Edited March 3, 2021 by GreenWoods

[GreenLight]

On 2021-03-03 at 1:09 PM, seeking_brilliance said:

Interesting. Have you been exploring out of body? Sounds like some thing's itching to get out. 

Yeah, have even watch my physical body on another occasion. There were some individuals that caused this. Leaving the body felt like the lightest thing i could do in the universe. I could see and hear as if all senses became one. My functioning went from 60-70 procentile to 100. I saw my body. It was completely impersonal. A small rock on the asfalt was more personal to me than that body. It also emanated a greyish and somewhat darker energy than the surroundings. Like they say "low vibration" in the spiritual community or something like that. It is part of the path to experience it this way. Much easier to dissidentify from the body and harder to convince oneself again when you have seen that you are not it but have one.

On 2021-03-03 at 1:35 PM, GreenWoods said:

I've done hardly any research into that stuff, but from what I can tell, what you describe sounds like it could be a legitimate partial merkabah activation. 

Have you seen much progess over the past 7 years? Will you achieve full activation any time soon? Would be pretty cool

Had a satori moment before this happened. Spent a huge time training the WILL after that and penetrated the ego with the WILL until it shattered. Then i penetrated the solidified pain in the solar plexus and in the neck. Integrated the energetic pain from there so to allow the kundalini rise from the hearth into the brain in order to become its ruler.

 

Had this energy rised into the middle between the brows last summer. A whole new sunny field of appreciation opened up in my perception. All possible perspectives became one. I looked at a house with appreciation as i was the man that painted it. I appreciated the curvature of the road as if i was an architect that planned it. I felt the appreciation  to go home to meet a wife as if i was in 1960. Looked at the sea and everything was very vibrant and i was everyting and everyone that could be imagined. This lasted for an hour until the energy went lowered back into the head.

 

I think these experiences are just a byproduct of this process. Had many more of them. Seems to be much easier having it.

 

 A dimension I forgot to mention that not only the kundalini is causing the particle release but there is something extremely fast that rotates subtly around my body that is also the case for this release process.

 

As i understand these particles are called Skandhas . When we die these particles are left in the earthly atmosphere while the individual is resting in devachan. They act as karmic agents and bring back the individual into a reincarnation cycle. They attach gradually to the new body and build up the present personality of the individual throughout its life. The more i consume these particles the less of a chanse i would come back into earths physical atmosphere again. That is atleast in my theory and i am not sure how close to reality it is. As i have nothing to do here anymore and hopefully most lessons are learned already.