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Want this so bad. 

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When I was talking about Paris Hilton in the other journal I talked about communicating energy. 

Yes it's important to have that. 

 

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On 01/03/2021 at 1:17 AM, Preety_India said:

I love her seriousness and magnetic energy.. 

Well Paris taught me a new lesson. 

And it is about psychic energy reservoir - a kind of energy that always keeps giving and comes from a source of abundance.. 

Paris is my new role model. What a woman. 

Ive also learned about energy communication or a communicating energy. A type of energy that communicates healing to the other person. 

Let's this "communicating energy " always repeat positive affirmations to you. 

Another thing that I understood from watching the Paris documentary is that my scattered brain (Paris suffers a scattered brain just like me and now I know why ) is the result of PTSD. 

 

 

 

There are two types of energies - one psychic and another vicious. The third one can be empathetic 

 

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Don't talk to the person again. 

 

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communicating energy

Energy reservoir. 

Communicating psychic energy. CpE. 

CpE. 

 

 

This sign telling me to shut down. Not be emotional. 

 

Edited March 2, 2021 by Preety_India

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I needed something as a replacement. 

I think I will use YouTube for communication. 

And I will use sign language for communication like positive affirmations. 

 

 

 

 

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Communication should be the key. 

From now on I want only 

Honest Useful Optimal Affirmative Intimate Conversation. 

Communication should be honest. 

Those who communicate should be sincere. No trolls. 

 

Communication should be useful 

It should be useful to me or my life or to the general situation 

 

Communication should be optimal 

It should have a standard that needs to be met. Should be high conscious communication. 

 

Communication should be affirmative 

It should be about saying positive stuff. 

 

Communication should be intimate. 

It should be intimate between me and them and should sound intimate trustworthy and fulfilling. 

 

Edited March 2, 2021 by Preety_India

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Avoid people energy for a while 

 

 

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Edited March 4, 2021 by Preety_India

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Feeling very nervous today 

 

5th March. 10.00 am

 

 

Edited March 5, 2021 by Preety_India

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I can't believe I'm so nervous right now. 

Just waiting for this person to call me. 

 

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Completed a session with my psychiatrist. I feel much better now. 

 

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I've this pretty much handled now. 

The psychiatrist is going to tell me the right thing to do with my PTSD. 

I'm so sick of this forum tbh. 

 

Edited March 5, 2021 by Preety_India

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When did I lose track and how did I lose track? 

What happened in the past 3 days and how did it make me feel? 

 

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Like dude, why are you keeping a tab on me? Leave me alone 

 

When I talk to people, it's so bad. Especially men. Like what's wrong, what's up with all the narrow mindedness? 

I was being admonished for speaking to someone. 

Like wtf?? 

What did I do wrong? 

Talking is a bad thing? 

Constantly reminding me how I shouldn't talk? 

What an insult? 

And when I go back into my shell, I'm told that I shouldn't do that. 

What kind of a stupid fucked up mind game is this? 

When I'm being silent, I'm not allowed to be silent.

And when I speak up I'm told I'm being too bold. 

Like what is this. 

I'm so tired of this bullshit.. 

 

Edited March 5, 2021 by Preety_India

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A beastly confounded disgruntled old hoot of a man. What  a scummy old hermit.

Such an unpleasant old hag man got nothing better to do but create unnecessary trouble. 

Shut up you limp-dick old asshole.. And stop bothering me. 

Mind your own business you sick old man. 

Always tryna get into my stuff. 

 

Edited March 5, 2021 by Preety_India

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