I awakened today and I don't want to go deeper

[Gabith]

Hey ... I awakened today I realized my ego is my imagination, thoughts and I can disappear if I'm not thinking about the "physical me"

I realized I was creating my reality... and that most people are unconscious just like I was.
This shit scare me and I want to go back to my "imaginary life" and just doing good, be better with people and giving more love.

But I don't want to go deeper I will medidate everyday a little bit for practical benefits trying to enjoy my life in the now, within this body and false identity...
I feel like if I go deeper in this I will go crazy

[The0Self]

It’s often thought of as important to strike a balance between insight (seeing everything as impermanent, unsatisfying, and not you) and stillness/happiness (coaxing well-being as if it’s a fire you’re building over time). Also forgiveness and gratitude are very important. And inquiry and surrender can be powerful.

[Nahm]

Listen to how you feel, not thoughts. 

[Nomad13]

So it's not even worth the trouble? I get the impression that the view from the summit does not meet people's romanticized expectations.

Edited February 27, 2021 by Nomad13

[Leo Gura]

@Gabith Give it time, you'll get over it.

[Moksha]

1 hour ago, Gabith said:

I feel like if I go deeper in this I will go crazy

Most human beings are already insane. The whole point of Self-realization is to escape the asylum of the conditioned mind, and simply be.

[Brittany]

 

2 hours ago, Gabith said:

This shit scare me and I want to go back to my "imaginary life" and just doing good, be better with people and giving more love.

There is nothing wrong with this.

Only, I am not sure where you are "going back to".

You can never arrive at home.

And you can never leave home.

[Cepzeu]

Hehehe, wait till you actually go more insane. 

Just kidding, everything will be back to normal if you want it to