Holy shit, I'm waking up I think

[roopepa]

Today has been a weird today. I'm feeling lazy so I'm just going to list what is going on. Feeling a little bit anxious so if you got any good thoughts/perspectives, thank you. I'm not on psychedelics, by the way.

- "seeing" or "sensing" oneness/love/nothingess/Self through and within everything

- constantly getting deeper and deeper insights & broader perspectives

- short moments of absolute bliss & omniscience

- feeling like I'm dying, or the reality is turning "inside out". This one is freaking me out. Subject/object is breaking down basically

- energy "spikes" and other stuff in the body

I've sensed this coming for a while now. But it seems you really can't prepare for it. It is way more radical than you can even imagine.

Welp, whatever comes, comes, I guess. God help me.

[Nahm]

?

In prayer for help we condemn ourselves. 

All is Well. 

[The0Self]

2 hours ago, roopepa said:

reality is turning "inside out"

That's exactly what seemed to happen to me. Like I was no longer looking out, but in, from nothing. Sometimes feeling God-like, sometimes feeling like the center-ness to experience was falling away (very scary). You might possibly be in for a bit of a shift.

Edited February 26, 2021 by The0Self

[meow_meow]

Congrats I guess.

[Nate0068]

@roopepa ive been feeling the exact same way lately its a really exciting time