An unknown entity -A different dimension

[Preety_India]

I don't know how to describe this. 

Call it God. Some people call it a higher power. 

Some people simply call it a higher self. 

Others call it the supernatural. 

Ive always felt it's presence in my life 

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

My journey happens in flashbacks. 

Childhood - I don't remember thinking about this entity that I'll call God. 

I remember text books mentioning the word God. 

It's a distant memory. 

 

 

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The first time I prayed was when I was 6 years old. This is because my school taught me how to pray. 

I remember praying when I was 15. But I don't remember what I was praying for. 

I used to pray to a picture of Christ. I was in a Catholic school. I don't remember praying to a Hindu god ever. 

My Catholic roots were strong 

But I had some attachment to Hindu Gods as well. 

I have no idea when an intense shift happened in my god consciousness. 

I do remember watching a ton of debates in 2015 including Sam Harris and Richard Dawkins about atheism around at that time and being taken in by it and being quite resistant to the idea of atheism. 

 

[Preety_India]

And then it was September 2015.  I was feeling extremely lonely. I was living alone at the time.  I had my second ex. We weren't getting along  a relationship I was eventually going to break in 2017 mid June. 

And I begged and fell on my knees. In a moment of despair, I suddenly gave up and wanted to die, I wanted to commit suicide, I wanted to be gone. 

I had lost my dad years ago 

 I had lost my pet. 

I had lost everything. 

I didn't want to live for anything. 

And I felt my boyfriend didn't love me. 

 

I wanted to end it all. Nobody loved. Not my mom. Not anyone. No one cared if I would have been  gone. 

I prayed to Christ for strength. 

I prayed for hope. 

Then suddenly. Things changed. 

I felt warmth. I rose. 

I remember sitting. Thinking. 

It was different. 

Next day my mom called me to tell me that she is coming over to my place. I felt nice. At least I won't feel alone. 

I felt like God had given me a sign. He wanted to tell me that I was going to be okay 

 

After that whatever happened was nothing short of a miracle. 

I began to be heavily influenced by spirituality. I was suddenly propelled in this direction where I would constantly question everything around me in a spiritual context. Everything has had to have an answer, a meaning. 

I started collecting journals. I bought a few diaries.  I began scribbling and writing in early 2016. 

It was january 2016. I got my journal and began writing, not online, but in my physical journal. I had no idea Actualized Org existed at the time. 

I would sit in a corner, huddled into a space and keep writing. I would write endlessly. A lot of stuff I wanted to write about. I didn't want to stop. 

I wrote throughout 2016. I wrote nearly 10 diaries that year that I still have in my cabin. 

Then in 2017 I broke up and had health issues. I met Joseph at the end of this year. 

I came across Leo's video in around my birthday and then I decided to join the forum the day after my birthday. This was 2018.  

I went straight to the journal section and began journaling. 

My spiritual quest began that year 2018 and never ended. 

I wrote throughout the year. 

 

 

 

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I'm naturally very spiritually gifted is what I believe. 

 

[Preety_India]

Do I remember in recent times if I had reached out to God?

Nope. 

 

[Preety_India]

I call the supernatural a different dimension. 

In these journal I'm going to explore how the supernatural interacts with me, do some channeling work, focus on psychic energy and share my experiences from the other side, from a different dimension and how it helps me. 

 

[Preety_India]

I'll jumble up all the terms together and instead of calling it God, which is kinda of a fancy name, but since I don't believe in personifications,  I'll use the term "a different dimension " to explain this unknown entity. 

 

[Preety_India]

"yeah because they don't see your evil side, that's why, it's the real people who see your evil side "

Above comment wasn't meant for God 

I'll call God an unknown entity. I can't describe God as he or she. I just know that God exists but not how religions describe him. Not as a person with a long beard, nor in any other human or animal form. 

God is formless.  He has no known form. To me he appears like a force operating in the universe. 

I'll simply call God an unknown entity. 

Since I don't know what to call God and how to describe this form. 

I'll call it an entity because it feels like a force that looks at you or watches you from far. 

Also God's presence feels really powerful and profound. 

 

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Whenever I think about God, it doesn't feel like it comes from this dimension where we currently live. It feels it comes from the periphery of my vision, from some unknown place, from some unknown dimension that suddenly appears in minute glimpses in life. 

I seldom get a few glimpses of this dimension. 

A different dimension = an unknown source, an unknown entity(God) + the supernatural + psychic energy channel + the other side + intuition +subconscious +conscience +soulmate + insights +truth +the unknown + mysterious. 

You need to become very internally grounded in your truth, intuition, and vision. 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

What is this dimension telling me?

What I generally observe with this dimension that it offers very deep personal insights. 

Like a soulmate giving you guidance. 

Women need to turn more and more towards God 

 

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

You cannot live as a bad person in this world. It's not possible. It attracts too much bad karma. 

The problem is that you also cannot live as a good person although you can try. 

This world has a predator prey dynamic. 

You are not supposed to be too selfless because then you are taken advantage of without your knowledge. 

You are also not supposed to be too selfish because then you attract bad karma and destruction. 

It's almost like walking on a tight rope. You have to balance both sides. 

 

The goal is this - 

Be selfless but don't become a prey 

Be selfish but don't become a predator

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

The movement of the sun and the movement of the moon. 

This is just metaphorical. 

The movement of the moon is going to be about psychic instructions. Insights. Instructions on what you should do. Or should be doing 

The movement of the sun is going to be about victory. About hope. About what you achieved, what you did, how you survived. 

I find the moon visualization as a powerful source of psychic energy. 

 

Movement of the sun 

Movement of the moon

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

The other dimension 

 

Shushh.. Keep quiet. Focus within. 

 

Moon visualization looking at these pictures. Moon psychic energy is important. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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What is this dimension telling me?

Life is basically this. 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Today I read something about soul murderers. And I agree with it.. 

A lot of people are literally soul murderers. They kill your spirit. 

They act like they have good will, but they really don't. you're  an undercover soul murderer in a literal,  someone pretending to have good will, but not really.

That's what's its about. 

 

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Channeling this other dimension tells me that there are really bad people in this world, they hurt others, the predator prey dynamic is very much alive. 

What do I call these people? 

I'll call them sbs - sick beings. Pronounced as s-bees. 

S-bees eat you up, throw you down, put you down, take your energy and flip it. 

S-bees use different kinds of weapons against you and target your soul energy - 

 

All you've to do is one thing. Pack your divine flask with soul energy

 

 

 

 

and then start off with your life system work. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So how do sbees attack you. What are their weapons 

• Verbal abuse 
• Bullying 
• Narcissistic abuse 
• Physical abuse 
• Death and rape threats 
• Threats to break a relationship 
• Cheating hurting 
• Playing mine games 
• Manipulation 
• Triangulation 
• Social Games 
• Making a mountain out of a molehill
• Violence 
• Anger and hate and rejection 
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Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I'll be making a list of 

• Psychic energy techniques 
• Ways of connecting to the different dimension /the other side. 

 

Beyond this realm

 

Messages from the beyond. 

 

Edited February 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I'm now progressing on my psychic spiritual path 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I feel very peaceful looking at this woman shaman. She already has psychic energy. I can feel it. I feel like she is talking to me. 

 

Even this guy works as a shaman. I've chosen these two male and female shamans who can guide me on my path. While channeling I'll gaze at these pictures for psychic messages from the beyond along with moon  visualization.