Demonic Energy Drain

[ilja]

hi, i took a bit of mushrooms and they showed me a 'chord' that is connected to my heart which is parasitic, instilling negative self-judgement and draining emotional energy. it is from a previous long friendship with a parasite friend. any ideas how to sever that ? what can i work with? my focus feels too weak to do it myself at the moment.

Edited February 20, 2021 by ilja

[Vibroverse]

It is your subconscious amplified. 

[ilja]

@Vibroverse that doesnt help me much

[TheSelf]

@ilja Your friend is probably still living in your subconscious mind, it takes time and some effort from you to let go of him and slowly forget about him.

Edited February 20, 2021 by m0hsen

[ilja]

@m0hsen i agree but i would like to work on that. dont want to give him any energy anymore. its nothing but a suckage. there is no reciprocality or love.

Edited February 20, 2021 by ilja

[TheSelf]

@ilja Letting go of it would be the best strategy to deal with this, because you don't wanna treat it like it's an actual entity living in you! If you constantly think about it or decide to do some serious work to get rid of it, then you unconsciously giving energy and life to it and making it real and real everyday for yourself. You should seriously avoid this.

Edited February 20, 2021 by m0hsen

[ilja]

@m0hsen   wrong, i havent become much aware of it until recently. but the effects have been there for years. i plan on working on letting it go  or destroying it, which ever way works and thats why i am asking for ways of how. it can be concluded from the thread

Edited February 20, 2021 by ilja

[Nahm]

 

1 hour ago, ilja said:

hi, i took a bit of mushrooms and they showed me a 'chord' that is connected to my heart which is parasitic, instilling negative self-judgement and draining emotional energy. it is from a previous long friendship with a parasite friend. any ideas how to sever that ? what can i work with? my focus feels too weak to do it myself at the moment.

Check now for the chord. If it isn’t actually there then it isn’t actually there. Also check now (look around) for the parasitic friend which is said to be the cause, that which is ‘instilling’ upon you judgment and draining energy. If they aren’t actually there, then they aren’t actually there.  Trust your own actual direct experience. Work with what is actually there. Your thoughts, and how they feel to you. Pick better feeling thoughts. Reading this might be just the thing to release this once and for all. If you click the link, don’t just read the title and first few lines, read the whole page. ?

 

[ilja]

@Nahm your right, i would thank you deeply if i could right now. I read it, but i dont know if i am here the one that should ask for forgiveness.

Edited February 20, 2021 by ilja

[Nahm]

@ilja

My pleasure man. Look to let go of the habit of ‘right & wrong’ thinking too. Reality is really all shades of grey. Loosen up, relax that a bit, have as much fun every moment as you can.  I kinda said the same thing @m0hsen  said. You’re going through some stuff right now, I get that, just thought I’d mention it. Keep healing my friend. 

[Preety_India]

@ilja  stop thinking about this friend. Shame them in your friend. Rebuke them. Own your power.  Let not your self power get dissipated. Awareness is the first step. Now that you are aware, you can work on detaching yourself from this suckage. To any thought that is self defeating, say a firm no. Empower yourself and have self empowering thoughts 

 

 

[ilja]

@Preety_India i dont think about him at all. that is just what happened after long unconscious exposure. its happening on stanby

Edited February 21, 2021 by ilja

[Preety_India]

@ilja @ilja  if the root cause of your emotional drain is coming from him, then try to detach this negative energy from yourself by self empowering thoughts. Deflect and defeat the negative energy.  

 

 

[ilja]

@Preety_India ill keep trying

[blackchair]

your title is a little bit dramatic

make piece with your past.

[Demeter]

@ilja , a very good way of releasing past attachments and healing them, as it were, is the ho'oponopono prayer. This originated amongst the indigenous cultures of Hawaii.

The technique is described here: www.ancienthuna.com/ho-oponopono.htm

"1. Bring to mind anyone with whom you do not feel total alignment or support, etc.
2. In your mind's eye, construct a small stage below you
3. Imagine an infinite source of love and healing flowing from a source above the top of your head (from your Higher Self), and open up the top of your head, and let the source of love and healing flow down inside your body, fill up the body, and overflow out your heart to heal up the person on the stage. Be sure it is all right for you to heal the person and that they accept the healing.
4. When the healing is complete, have a discussion with the person and forgive them, and have them forgive you.
5. Next, let go of the person, and see them floating away. As they do, cut the aka cord that connects the two of you (if appropriate). 
6. Do this with every person in your life with whom you are incomplete, or not aligned.
The final test is, can you see the person or think of them without feeling any negative emotions. If you do feel negative emotions when you do, then do the process again."