PTSD and being Suicidal

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Even in spirit form, only the best spirits can be fortunate enough to harness this energy. The spirit has to be highly passionate and charged and spiritually developed to harness this energy. Because the more you consume this energy, the closer you come to God. To come closer to God, you'll need a bit of clean energy or mind. You cannot in your present state  come too close to God. It's inaccessible. But as you vibe higher, it's easier to access God. 

 

This psychic energy channel is almost like God's energy. It is very soothing. 

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I love this 

 

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Tomorrow is my birthday. 

 

 

 

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Aren't animals more intuitive? 

 

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Edited February 20, 2021 by Preety_India

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A short description on developing psychic energy 

Recap 

• Intense focus and awareness 
• Deep contemplative state 
• Prayers and spells 
• Visualizations and manifestations 
• Creating a sinister conducive atmosphere 
• Channeling 
• Train platform 

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• Let your mind show you non verbal cues. 
• Try to sense things 
• Shut down the brain. No activity. Onion peel technique
• Body language analysis 
• Incantation 
• Writing and burning intentions 

 

• Higher self 
• Inner natural self
• Society oriented self

 

First things first. 

clean lifestyle, healthy diet, aerobic exercise, regular sleep routine. 

Next 

• Feeling good all the time 
• Confronting hidden emotions
• Prayer - extremely effective 
• Tons of self reflection 
• Being grounded 
• Meditation 
• Transcendental meditation. 
• Visualization and manifestation 
• Spell work witchcraft 
• Placing strong intentions 
• Developing heart chakra 
• Biofeedback method 
• Controlling your body with your mind 
• Divination 
• Opening portals in mind 
• Mind reading 
• Detecting VNE
• Shaming VNE

 

 

 

Edited February 20, 2021 by Preety_India

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What I see on the forum is nothing but self biased hypocritical  egoic social games and wars

 

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What I remind myself now is to stare into an empty room. And yes kill the messenger in me. 

Never try to awaken the world unless the world is listening with an open heart 

 

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I like this post. 

hi, i took a bit of mushrooms and they showed me a 'chord' that is connected to my heart which is parasitic, instilling negative self-judgement and draining emotional energy. it is from a previous long friendship with a parasite friend. any ideas how to sever that ? what can i work with? my focus feels too weak to do it myself at the moment.

Edited February 21, 2021 by Preety_India

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There are ways to defeat negative energy. 

One is developing a thin film of protection.  Priming yourself. 

And the other is... Throw back stress on the stressor. Make them stressed out. Beat evil with evil. 

 

And the other is not allowing yourself to be.... Will write later. 

 

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This reads like an obituary. Wow what an irony. 

The simplest pleasures in life brought great joy to Preety.  She loved a quiet evening with friends and a tea cup in hand. During school breaks Preety often explored the nearby bushes and found beauty in the spring wildflowers. She had an uncanny ability to find happiness in her daily activities. Her pleasant personality was contagious to everyone she met. Preety is survived by her many  alter egos. 

 

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Ok I'm going to read a post in detail. 

 

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It's never good but whatever. 

It stinks.  I'm beginning to get so tired. 

All my energy goes to the drain when something negative comes into my periphery. 

Some people are just nuts. 

 

 

 

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Time for a new concept. 

 

 

 

Edited February 21, 2021 by Preety_India

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So my doctor told me to do some self empowerment exercises. 

So I came up with creating beautiful banners of my profile to give myself a boost. 

I might use these for my youtube channel. Or other places. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited February 21, 2021 by Preety_India

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So you need a survival guide under a narc.

 

 

 

Edited February 21, 2021 by Preety_India

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I find some of Beyoncés songs really enmeshed with the concept of self empowerment. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

These songs are so beautiful 

 

 

Edited February 21, 2021 by Preety_India

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Imported from another journal. 

7 minutes ago, MuadDib said:

This week was ... up and down. I worked through JP's self-authoring program and just finished the past authoring. I had started it a couple of years ago and just left it at one point like, yeah ... nah ... fuck this.

It was a grind to get through it and definitely emotional at times. Both positive and negative. Say what you want about JP, (the man has his issues) but this simple exercise is a solid tool. Especially for me anyway, being someone who never articulates and writes about much of anything.

Here's a link to one of his clips from a lecture describing it.

I've managed to grind out about 24k words for the past authoring, and I mean GRIND. Just trying as best I could to cover my own life from my own POV, with as much honesty and clarity as I could. Apparently, this is supposed to make me feel worse about everything for a while, but then really solid after 3-6 months' time. I started the other programs but I can't be asked at this point. I might revisit this in a week or two for editing and to continue. Still, I already have a much clearer birds-eye view of myself and my life than I had when I started.

 

 

After a little while, I am going to work through what I have written and make my "fear palace" as described here to walk through and amp myself up at will. I think this is a good idea as I understand it and hope to apply it.