Wtf? I Think I Dissapeared For 2 Seconds

[sgn]

Have been doing self inquiry for hours today and it have felt pretty intense.
But now I was just looking at the computer screen and reading. Suddenly I'm not reading anymore and not only that it felt like it was noone even looking.
Felt like I lost time between the two.
My eyes weren't focused anywhere it felt like and there was just a stillness. One second I'm focused at reading and the next just gone.
Wasn't even trying anything

Edited October 9, 2016 by Happiness

[Dodo]

23 minutes ago, Happiness said:

Have been doing self inquiry for hours today and it have felt pretty intense.
But now I was just looking at the computer screen and reading. Suddenly I'm not reading anymore and not only that it felt like it was noone even looking.
Felt like I lost time between the two.
My eyes weren't focused anywhere it felt like and there was just a stillness. One second I'm focused at reading and the next just gone.
Wasn't even trying anything

did you.. blink?

[sgn]

lol

That must have been it

Edited October 9, 2016 by Happiness

[jse]

Had a similar experience... in my case turned out to be an electrical power failure.

[Dodo]

13 hours ago, Happiness said:

Have been doing self inquiry for hours today and it have felt pretty intense.
But now I was just looking at the computer screen and reading. Suddenly I'm not reading anymore and not only that it felt like it was noone even looking.
Felt like I lost time between the two.
My eyes weren't focused anywhere it felt like and there was just a stillness. One second I'm focused at reading and the next just gone.
Wasn't even trying anything

Ok, so while i was dreaming last night, i experienced absolute nothingness just as you are saying. Everything vanished. It was like my dream self fell into the void. I felt like i was rearranging my dream brain in a certain way to fall into it. Damn i want this to happen in waking too, but my dreams are much more advanced :-D.  even tho within my dream i felt the sort of fear as to do i really want to return to that nothingness, or do i want to continue living. Because it seemed like i could basically choose to go there, and it happened twice.. And it felt like... I didnt exist anymore.

Btw that dream was for sure induced by this thread so ty.

Ps: i guess an experience is an experience, doesnt matter much whether its dream or waking, as Rupert says

Edited October 10, 2016 by Dodoster

[sgn]

@jse LOL!
@Dodoster cool, yw