Exploring my sexual side

[Preety_India]

Anyway. 

I was thinking how to handle bad boy energy. 

 

[Preety_India]

The secret is to let go. 

Don't hold on to it. 

 

 

Yea bad boys kinda tend to give me that huge energy. Impossible to resist 

 

Raw energy. I guess it's pure sexual power 

 

I've decided not to talk to a guy unless he fucks me. 

 

[Preety_India]

You have angelic eyes. 

You have the deepest blue most beautiful eyes..

Your hair is light and crisp 

Your skin is so Sublime. 

You have the sweetest spots on you. 

You are so handsome and so adorable. 

I keep looking at you, like a lovesick puppy. 

When I look at you I'm lost in your deep eyes. 

Your heart is so sweet and light. 

I fell in love with you when I saw you 

Because I could see your kindness 

I will never have a lover like you 

You are my soulmate.

You make me calm. 

You Make me happy 

Just knowing that you do so much for me 

 

[Preety_India]

You told me how much you love

Jenny from the cork 

We should be together 

Flying among the clouds 

You and me forever

You are the culprit 

You made me fall in love again 

 

[Preety_India]

I had a crush on milo I have to say that. It's kinda uncool because I don't ever agree a lot with him. 

I remember telling my ex that I had a crush on milo and he flipped out and lashed out at me in such anger. 

I said it very naively not realizing that I was hurting him.. It wasn't meant that way. 

I'm not in love with Milo. It's just a crush. 

It's like having a crush on a popstar. 

You know you can have a boyfriend or a girlfriend and still have a crush on someone. 

It actually means nothing literally. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

And in the same way I love God. But it's completely asexual.

Loving God is the most beautiful thing in the world. 

It's about embracing God, embodying the spirit that creates us. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

So this guy that I am currently taking interest in is insanely sexually attractive.. Like insane. I can't get enough of him. I sometimes see him and I keep looking at him. 

He face is something. It creates an arousal in me. 

I want to be hugged by him. 

 

[Preety_India]

I have decided to fall in love with bad boys all over again. 

I'm done with creepy nice men. They are nice but they can get very emotionally manipulative. 

All i need from a man is a little bit of love and a little bit of sex. 

I'm that simple. 

The bad boys attract me because they are very simple.

I think they are the best because I open up very quickly with them. 

I think I have relegated myself to forbidden lanes and alleys of society because the other lanes care too much about social status. 

And for me the word social status doesn't exist. 

 

I'm also a bit self destructive. 

 

 

[Megan Alecia]

@Preety_India practice body work lol. It will make you feel your body even more, hence intensifying your sensations. something like tantra I guess... 

[Preety_India]

How should I find a compatible boyfriend/partner and what should I look for in him? 

? Mentality match 

? Romantic match 

? Sexual match 

? Physical match 

? Age match 

? Attitude match 

? Stage Red Qualities 

? Vibe Match or Energy Match 

? Dom Personality /Father Figure type 

? Zodiac sexual attraction 

? Zodiac compatibility 

? Character match 

?Heart and intent match 

?Respect match 

?Maturity, mental age match 

?Intellectual match 

? Life purpose match.(not necessary) 

 

 

Edited March 30, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

My matches (test kit) for potential partner 

 

 

? Mentality match 

? Romantic match 

? Sexual match 

? Physical match 

? Age match 

? Attitude match 

? Stage Red Qualities 

? Vibe Match or Energy Match 

? Dom Personality /Father Figure type 

? Zodiac sexual attraction 

? Zodiac compatibility 

? Character match 

?Heart and intent match 

?Respect match 

?Maturity, mental age match 

?Intellectual match 

? Chemistry match 

? Life purpose match.(not necessary) 

 

Edited March 30, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

What kind of positions and situations I tend to like during sex. 

 

I generally enjoy Bdsm fetishes. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

My erogenous zones. 

 

[Preety_India]

I love me some spanking from a bold dude. 

 

 

Waiting for what. My butt is ready for him. 

 

 

 

Edited March 30, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

Every time I update this journal,my heart skips a beat or beats really fast. 

Haha. 

I feel so shy while writing all of this.. 

But I still do it lol. 

 

(it's like an adventure I never tried) sexy adventure. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I like this dress. But I never understood the whole idea of fishnets. 

I find them tacky rather than sexy.. It's just me 

 

Maybe people find fishnets sexy. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I love the whole Dom Sub style me being the Sub. 

Just knowing that he is dominating me in the bedroom is enough.. 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Tools used for spanking 

 

My ex used to love using these. 

 

 

I love this one. It's a belt. 

Spank me with a belt. 

 

I love these whips 

 

 

 

I like this one especially because it got pink lace. So me. 

 

 

 

I like some. Not others. 

 

Edited March 30, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

What do i like during sex? 

Roses 

I like roses. Joseph used to always get me roses. 

 

 

 

Especially in the background? 

Pretty simple when it comes to that. 

I like sparkly things in the background. Things like sparkly party decor, sparkly stones, it makes me feel sensuous. 

Even satin materials. 

 

 

 

And perfume... Yeah? 

 

 

 

Edited March 30, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

My sexual life with Joseph was really good. 

He was too cute in bed. 

He knew what I was pleased by. 

I remember once how I was wet for 7 hours straight. 

I had been orgasming non stop. 

Bad boys come with such perks.