More Unconscious Around Family

[mikeyy]

I noticed that my times of most unconsciousness are around my family like I feel like they bring out the ego in me more than anything else anyone have theories for why this is?

[Prabhaker]

@mikeyy The basic structure of the family is of possessiveness: the husband possesses the wife and they both possess the children; and the moment you possess a human being you have taken away his dignity, his freedom, his very humanity. You have taken away all that is beautiful and you have given him only handcuffs; perhaps made of gold – beautiful cages in place of his wings – but those golden cages cannot give him the sky and the freedom of the sky.

 

[mikeyy]

Woow this is a good analogy of what my dad kinda does to me @Prabhaker and for real when my dad is negative towards me it causes me to ego defense and truee its hars for me to blow it off cuz wer so close

[mikeyy]

@blazed

[123456789]

Is the inside world affected by outside world? No, it's not. You're deluding yourself again. "You" are bringing the ego out of yourself.

[mikeyy]

Yep pretty much its tuff to kill the shitty ego

[Flicker_boy]

@mikeyy same here. It's probably because you have more beliefs and biases towards them. It also happens to me a lot when I'm with close friends.

@Immortal peace with time you may start to appreciate that as an oportunity to deconstruct your ego even more. Just imagine making your crazy family into your personal hellish zen monastery kkk

[mikeyy]

Truee im gonna practice that just staying comletley present no matter what my fam does @insideoutinsideoutinsideoutinsideo @InsidesOut