Quick question to Leo

[Dazgwny]

Hey mate, so I had this massive brutal awakening last weekend from 4 lsd tabs. I’ve no idea of the strength of them so I’m not gonna go into that or a trip report or anything like that. But... I came to the realisation that alls I am is an idea. Just an idea. Literally an idea. From nothing. As if ya completely nothing, zero empty, then from the empty you had an idea. And that idea was you/me/whoever. As in lights off, then what makes the very first duality is that one idea, and it starts with yourself. Then an absolute spiral of bullshit spins of that one idea to create a full on physical type creation type thing. So hard to explain. It was like from nothing over and over and again I’d go from nothing to creating a spiral of bullshit then once I was done with that, as in death, I’d just go again. It’s so hard to explain. Because it’s like I’m saying it’s one after the other but I was so conscious I knew it wasn’t one after the other it was all at the same time. I can’t explain it. It seems beyond words. It was clear that I’m imagining everything. You me the lot. Or it certainly seemed that way. I felt insane and was like in my mind well that’s it, now where the fuck do I go from here, what now?. I know that was ego. But I was in this insane loop of madness that I thought well that’s it, what now. It didn’t matter what was now, but ego kept creeping in saying what the fuck for u now, your fucked, what’s everyone gonna think of you. But again then I’d just be like it doesn’t matter. I had mental images of just walking down the street and seeing someone like yaself and just giving you the heads up, a glance a bit of a wave and moving on, as in we both know we’re each other and we both know where just an idea, manifest in physical form just looping round in this sort of insanity forever and ever. I think now if I came across you I’d just give u a nod and a wave of acknowledgment and move on. Knowing that you know your me and you get the fact that your just an idea. Like shit spinning around an empty space, manifesting somehow in physical form. But the exact same thing. Before this trip I’d have wanted a big conversation with you and that but since, like I say, I think I’d just want to acknowledge you, give u the thumbs up, and say to myself, he gets it, he knows?? Because there’s no one to tell. Ya just know ya in this infinite loop of whatever and ya’ll just go with it??‍♂️. Never mind ey never mind ???

[Leo Gura]

Be patient. You need time to integrate this experience.

And then there will be a lot more realization.

[Dazgwny]

@Leo Gura ??

[Inliytened1]

@Dazgwny very nice

Yeah i remember when i had a similar awakening.  And in the days that followed, while consciousness was still highly elevated, i recall seeing a squirrel getting squished by a car on the road....and i recall being conscious that the squirrel was just an idea dissolving in the mind of God.  In my Mind