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[SLuxy]

Hey! I'm going to make a journal. I'll quote some other posts of mine to start me off.

 

[SLuxy]

Just now, SLuxy said:

Hey! I'm going to make a journal. I'll quote some other posts of mine to start me off.

 

Lol I don't know how to quote from other parts of the forum. Copy and paste it is .

 

"Hey guys!

I'm gonna talk through where I've been and where I'm at now.

Where I've been:

Depression, schizoid defence mechanism, suicidal ideations, PTSD, social anxiety, insomnia, low energy, low grades, hated studying.

Where I'm at now:

Depression is now 1/14 days, not 13/ 14.

Schizoid defence of experiencing the world as not real, and experiencing the world as if through a glass jar = not experiencing anymore

Suicidal ideation (18 months experienced everyday) = Gone

PTSD caused anger outbursts = Gone

Social anxiety = alleviating gradually, but significant progress made

Insomnia = Dealing with it

Low energy = Higher energy

Low grades = Now at medium grades, but the trajectory is on point.

Hated studying = Now look forward to studying

Thoughts

These things happen.

Big changes. Its possible to change. 

Stay blessed, stay peaceful"

Posted Dec 26th 2020 in Self Actualization