Thanks Leo - 5-Meo-DMT - experiencing inifinity

[MikeHarhangi]

Hi guys,

 

I just registered

My name is Mike Harhangi, I'm from the Netherlands and I've been following actualized.org and doing conciousness work for about 8 years now.

I've had many personal and spiritual breakthroughs along the way... which I'm very grateful for.

 

I've had experience with psychedelics like lsd, mushrooms and ayahuasca... many of them gave me the experience of oneness and unity, but not fully...

So today, inspired by Leo's video, I had my first 5-Meo-DMT experience.

Me and the shaman felt it was right to go with the full dose (25mg)... for I was ready to experience ego death... I felt more than ready.

 

We did some meditation... then he lit up die pipe (freebase)... I inhaled deeply which was a bit challenging but I pushed through... then I held my breath for 1... 2... 3... 4... Liftoff.

In a second I lost complete sensory input of my body, it hit me like a wave and even though there was some anxiety... I just kept letting go.

 

The blackness behind my eyes started to break up and literally exploded into the brightest white light I have ever seen...

I became one with this light... with everything and I instantly realized this was it.

Call it God... infinity, I'm not sure what name I'm comfortable with... but it was amazing.

Full of love... and infinity bright light that swallowed me completely.

There was no ego... no duality.

It was the most profound experience ever.

I just wanted to share this... it might help someone some day .

I still feel the after effects... a lot of gratitude, and connection.

I will continue my journey doing more work with 5-meo-dmt (hcl)... this tool is amazing and I know it will accelerate the road to enlightment.

 

Also special thanks for you Leo, I believe we co-created that experience... and I'm grateful for that ??

[Leo Gura]

Cool, but do less next time, keep your eyes open, and contemplate.

[Max1993]

@MikeHarhangi Can you let me know which shaman you went to? And if its possible to meet with him? I would like to try it with supervision... 

[Inliytened1]

@MikeHarhangi beautiful.  Keep going deeper.

 

[Javfly33]

Congrats for taking that dose like a champ!

Keep doing deeper 

[Deajar-David Lazer]

5MEO-DMT was the first substance I ever tried. It was meant to be jumping in the deep end for someone who had never drunk alcohol or even smoked a cigarette. I was interested in truth-seeking and had got in on Leos videos because of an interest in philosophy. Obviously, his Neti-Neti video put me face to face with a black void called infinite consciousness, that was quite a shock for a then atheist. The rest is the usual start down the personal development and spiritual journey of awakening inevitably coming across the idea of psychedelics and wanting to explore consciousness. I did my first 5MEO session at an ayahuasca retreat last May and while other people beside me also doing 5MEO were screaming, crying, moaning and wretching, I was lying there strangely contented. I had to take two inhales but it was enough to knock me catatonic so I lost sense of the body but still fully conscious. There was a bit of black and white patchy clouds morphing in and out and an intense buzzing energy. It left me a bit stumped because, except for the buzzing energy, I didn't experience anything different to my 'good' meditation or breathwork sessions. I couldn't make up my mind about it so decided I needed to experience another session as a reference. This was almost a year later and the dose was certainly higher. I didn't even get to finish the first inhaling or holding my breath and I was already gone. Again, everyone else screaming, crying, moaning, cathartic releases etc etc... Me... lying in a black void contently listening to space music with the intense buzz of energy present yet again. But both times I would have to honestly say that nothing really happened. It was the same with the ayahuasca and again with mushrooms. I don't really experience anything. one flash of visual but several hours of nothing really while everyone around me is going through a process or loosing their shit. What seems to happen is that everything I experience is formless, void, black and when I come out the other side I do my work during contemplation in the weeks after. it's a bit dissapointing to hear peoples fantastic DMT vision journeys being shot through the universe into the womb of creation itself and thinking my turn... for another buzzing black bath. I'd almost believe something is wrong with me or that I'm one of the rare people whos not affected by the substances. It's hard to find people to describe their 5meo experiences because they don't seem to be able to describe it or its so vastly different to what I'm experiencing, visually, consciously and emotionally.

[Chris365]

@Deajar-David Lazertry other methods of administering 5meo, snorting or plugging, they are very different to smoking for me