Weird energy thing going on in my body

[roopepa]

There is some weird energy thing, or blockage in my body. I don't know if it really has anything to do with energy. I don't even know if there is such a thing as energy. But this feels like a correct way to describe it.

This has been going on for like a week. Basically I feel like there is some kind of blockage somewhere in the body. I feel a 'lack' in energy, mostly in the spine area and also in my head. It kind of feels like constantly being at the edge of an orgasm, but not being able to 'get there'. It's driving me crazy. My body feels weird and I'm having trouble experiencing pleasure. I feel like I can't really feel true pleasure & joy if the blockage isn't released.

I'm pretty sure that it will pass so I'm not scared or anything, mostly curious about what this might be about. Has anyone else experienced something like this? What can cause these kinds of blocks? What can I do about it?

[Carl-Richard]

Try crying meditation.

[martins name]

All emotional problems are energetic problems. The force of an emotion is called energy/prana/chi/life force. And the type of emotion it is determines how the force is expressed. 

It sounds to me like your 2nd chakra is blocked. It is the chakra responsible for pleasure, intimacy and passion.

It sounds like you need to release that tension in to pleasure. It is also from the 2nd chakra that we get our passion for life and overall energy. You seem to have an energetic blockage where you don't allow yourself to feel pleasure. When this chakra is closed you feel like the world is uninviting, like a mother that doesn't love you. Both excess masturbation and sexual repression can cause this problem.

I recommend reading the chapter in 'Wheels of Life' dedicated to the second chakra. You can find a pdf of the book online. This will make you aware of the unhealthy mindsets and thought-patterns you have that are keeping this chakra closed.

I also recommend you do an exercise that have done wonders for me with simualr issues that I will explain.

I've worked a lot with energy so this might not work quite as well for you if you haven't at first. But you can get to a point where by doing this chakra opening exercise you will be flored by the amount of pleasure, healing and motherly embrace you feel. And you can feel a sense of pleasure as your natural state just as you can feels love in your chest or joy in your stomach as a natural state.

The technique is a concise version of  higher consciousness healing as explained in Tara Springett's book Higher Consciousness Healing. 

Here is is:

Imagine that you are having an orgasm, produce the feeling in your whole body. Then isolate the feeling of pleasure you feel from it. Expand that feeling you your whole body and radiate it outwards. Bathe in it. Surrender to it. Breath deeply and on every outbreath feel a wave of pleasure wash over you starting in your lower abdomin and going out to your whole body. This can be accompanied by a visualization. Any resistance you have to surrendering to this completely is exactly what is causing your problems. 

Just this will take you far but there are four additional steps you can experiment with:

• Do mula bandha to increase prana(google it)
• Infuse this pleasure with love. This will turn it to more of a healing embrace, which will make it even more healing.
• Imagine the archetype of the divine mother, a infinatly loving infinatly wise mother(in no way connected to your material mother). She might take the form of a guru you like or I prefer an avatar made our of radiant, beautiful light, or maybe the is more ephemeral. She loves and embraces you completely, even in ways you are not currently capable of. Now, open up your sense of pleasure towards this being. Open yourself up to her embrace. You can visualize her embracing you physically or witch radiant energy targeted at your second chakra. Listen to her say the things you always wish you heard from your physical mother. "You are completely loved and embraced". "I love you unconditionally". Don't make her say these things. Open yourself up to her communication. Her actions cannot come from your ego then they are not coming from the divine mother. Your ego cannot be involved in her actions, that would ruin the purpose of summoning her. However you can ask her things and you will receive. If she ever acts in a way that is less than infinatly loving and wise than that is really coming from your ego and should not be taken as her words. Open yourself up to her to the full extent of your ability.
• Chant aloud or mentally the word KAM but draw it out like kkkkkaaaaaaaammm. It should make you feel pleasure.
• Feel the pleasure emanating from the middle of your head instead of lower abdomen

Remember, these are more like guidelines, don't be strict about them. Whatever works for you is the correct technique.

[peanutspathtotruth]

@martins name Thank you for sharing this, I feel like that's exactly what I need. I just got the book and am looking forward to try her methods out. 

♥️ 

[roopepa]

@martins name Thank you 

[roopepa]

@martins name By the way, before this started, there was a certain change, or opening in my sexuality. I became more conscious about my sexuality and also let go of some of the fears and insecurities. There was a deeper understanding of sexuality in general, how it's not just about bodies - in a sense, the whole universe is sex.

Do you think this might have something to do with my blockage? I'm thinking that perhaps the blockage was there already but I just became more conscious of it. Does this make sense to you?

[martins name]

@roopepa It does, I think what happened is that you are experiencing an increase of prana. This increases all emotions, making dysfunctions manifest very clearly and sometimes in weird ways. 

I'll share two personal experiences I've had with these problems, one was during prolonged meditation. I was focusing too much on my head while ignoring my lower chakras. This created an imbalance that made me more lethargic than I've ever been, even while sick. The cure was to focus more on the manipura chakra/power center.

Second problem, and this comes and goes, is head pressures, the feeling of something pushing and pulling on my skull. Very uncomfortable. Turns out it is due to egoic/narcissistic thoughts, which is a dysfunction of the third eye chakra. Dysfunctions can manifest in this seemingly physical way. Tara Springett said that all hurt is negative emotions that are not yet cognized as such. The cure was to be more honest about myself, let go of my superiority complex, surrender the ego, and practice compassion.

She has written another book called healing kundalini syndrom that talks about various energy problems.

@peanutspathtotruth I recommend you try the technique I've described here first, it's not only a streamlined version of her technique, it is also particularly suited for swadisthana, and it will make you understand her general technique better.

@peanutspathtotruth @roopepa It would be nice to hear how it goes. I'm still not sure how well this technique works for others and I'd like to find out so I know if I should continue prescribing it.

[peanutspathtotruth]

@martins name First experience directly after waking up was amazing, cleared the fog and silenced all negative self talk, as well as infusing my body with joy and love. 

Will come back when I tried it for a few days ??

[martins name]

@peanutspathtotruth Sounds promising! I should also specify that I recommend doing this meditation for 20-60 minutes for extraordinary results. Doing chakra meditations like this one can be once whole spiritual practice. It's the tantric path.