Something casual

[Gesundheit2]

Hard to describe what I'm feeling/thinking. I know what it is, but I just can't put it into words. Not that I need to, but that it's annoying. Like, I see everything with clarity. Literally. No doubts. No confusion. All clear. Yet, nothing is happening like I want to. And I know how and why. But I can't really do much about it, at least at this point. At the same time, I don't really want things to be any other way. So, I don't really have problems with how things are. It's just that things could be much better. I can see the potential, and how it's being wasted. I can see the future, and how things will turn out to be. It's just not that good. Seize it now while you can, that's all I can say to anyone reading this. What is this "it"? I can't say, cuz it's different for everyone. But now it's more than it is tomorrow. The only thing that is increasing is the collective suffering. It will keep on increasing for God knows how long. I will be dead by that time, so it's up for others after me to figure out the rest.

[Gesundheit2]

I don't believe in love. It exists, but it's unreliable. There are better delusions to chase and have.

[Gesundheit2]

On 20/12/2020 at 5:45 PM, Gesundheit said:

I wish I could live there forever! The sea close to the beach was green, like really, really bright green, almost fluorescent teal. Very pure, and with foam. The waves were strong and violent, almost tidal. And into the horizon, deep blue sea. That's where I did my retreat two months and a half ago. It was the best experience of my life.

I remember the odor of the sea. It felt fresh, full of Oxygen, very refreshing. I plan to go there sometime within the next 12 months. Once I have enough money, I will move there permanently. I want to stay near the sea for the rest of my life. The sound of the waves, the colors, and the smell. I don't think I will ever love anything else as much.

[Gesundheit2]

I can't believe I'm the same person who wrote this.

I tend to experience this feeling rather regularly, so it's not exactly a new or a strange feeling. The difference, I guess, is the feeling of disgust that is absent now, and the amount of hurt that was there but now is not. So much growth has happened in the past two years, and more is yet to come. The best is yet to come.

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Swallowed a mosquito by mistake. Didn't taste good. And hippies still love nature.

Edited May 8, 2022 by Gesundheit2
Not a fly. I am not a black-hole :D

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53 minutes ago, Gesundheit2 said:

hippies

Perhaps I haven't changed that much after all.

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Variety creates well-roundedness and improves overall quality. Let alone abundance, and the feeling of abundance.

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The main pillars to the best life:

1. Health.
2. Happiness/Positivity.
3. Enlightenment/Peace of Mind.
4. Efficiency/Efficacy.
5. Growth/Improvement.

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Open up your mind

Clear your head

Wash your hands

Brush your teeth

Clean your room

What else, mom? lol

[Zeroguy]

On 5/11/2022 at 7:12 PM, Gesundheit2 said:

The main pillars to the best life:

1. Health.
2. Happiness/Positivity.
3. Enlightenment/Peace of Mind.
4. Efficiency/Efficacy.
5. Growth/Improvement.

1. Health
2. Money (buys everything)

[Gesundheit2]

@Zeroguy ⚖??

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1 minute ago, Gesundheit2 said:

@Zeroguy ⚖??

Was just trying to help you reduce your list to be as effective as possible.

Don't make me switch into spiritual mode.

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@Zeroguy I thought you were joking ???

But since you're serious, here's my answer: ?㊙➗

Hope it's convincing ???

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Lol. Totally me in my early Facebook days.

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4 hours ago, Gesundheit2 said:

 

Original version here: Number One Sound.mp3