Something casual

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Edited August 29, 2021 by Gesundheit2

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New phase. New breath.

Feeling psychologically refreshed.

New faith.

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Last touches... My perfect ideology...

Tougher than ISIS. Smarter than the devil. And better than God.

Something I will never share with anyone.

It's mine. I created it. Nobody deserves it.

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The inevitable cascade effect:

Success ==> Security/Stability ==> Relief/Confidence ==> Arrogance ==> Naivety ==> Softness ==> Weakness ==> Death/Slavery.

Which is why Green is the final stage in society before it collapses.

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Humans have an infinite capacity for delusion. If they could imagine superiority in certain skin colors and agree to that delusion on a collective level, what else can't they imagine and share?

And you're telling me that there is a way to fix humanity?! You underestimate the devil, because you are an unconscious devil.

It's me against humanity. I will crush them and make them pay for their mistakes. At least I will be fair with everyone, and maybe I'll even kill myself after that.

Come on, Kim. Be a good boy. Hurry up and gimme those nukes, before I come and shove some of them inside your ass.

Edited September 4, 2021 by Gesundheit2

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My little sister sends this message to our Whatsapp family group:

"I fear you all. I wish I would die tomorrow to relieve myself from you and you from me."

Turns out, my parents are giving her a hard time because of her hygiene OCD.

It's exquisite! I told them yesterday that everyone has an OCD of some kind and explained to them what it is and how all people have it in some form. I told them that it's just that certain forms of OCD are marginalized and demonized by society while others are accepted and even encouraged; e.g. Society praises people with high ambition, even though technically ambition is a form of obsession. I showed them examples from their lives how they have OCDs too; e.g. My mother is super concerned about what other people think, and is super overly-protective of her possessions, and she considers her children her possessions, and that's why she's way too concerned about my sister's OCD. She wants to have everything under her control. She's way too judgemental.

Overall, I was completely understanding of my sister and supported her fully against our harsh parents. The message came as shocking to me, though. She fears me? I understand how she must be feeling, but to throw away my efforts like that, why? I guess people, and especially women completely stop seeing nuance when they're in fear mode. I wonder: What more could I have possibly done?! I guess I shouldn't give it too much thought. I actually hate my parents to begin with, but what can I do? They're still my parents. They've raised me and everything. I have debts to them that I can't even begin to count. But also they're abusive. It's complicated. But even in my worst times, I always had the sense that I would take care of them when they're old. Not even once have I thought about abandoning them. My brother will move to another city in two years. My mom will feel torn apart. They're all unconscious. I can't have an intelligent discussion with them for the most part. When I talk, they think I have some alien knowledge. They don't know my real place among others. My best friend is a lot more intelligent than me. Most of "my intelligence" is borrowed from him actually. Otherwise, I would have just been another chimp.

Bad genes. Bad luck. But things will change.

Edited September 4, 2021 by Gesundheit2

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Capitalism does not cause prices to fall. It's prosperity, you idiots!
Capitalism merely hijacks prosperity and claims its benefits, just like communism hijacks the government and claims its benefits too.

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And, of course, Weird Al's parody:

https://youtu.be/ZcJjMnHoIBI (Couldn't be embedded).

 

Also,

And the parody:

 

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I just realized I never touch the High Consciousness Resources subforum. Nor do I go near the books reviews and video requests subforums.

Occasionally, I do check the health and career subforums.

Other than that, I hang out around all the others pretty much regularly. But I don't open many threads, especially nowadays. Only what I find interesting, or if I see someone I know is high quality posting.

..

Somehow, I was able to get the Life Purpose course for free. New reason to get banned lol.

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If there's one good thing about Islam, it's its practices.

It's been three years since I last prayed to Allah from my heart. I did fake prayers in the meantime, out of pure peer pressure (last time, a few days ago). Right now, I feel like I need to return to it wholeheartedly. I feel ready. I particularly miss Ruku' and Sujud. They feel good, especially Ruku'. I never experienced back pain before I stopped praying.

I did not stop fasting, though, until this year where I half-assed Ramadan. I don't want to return to fasting until I become rich. I feel malnourished. I can't do it. Sorry, Allah. Send some high quality food, or suck it. I'm not going to starve myself and hurt my body for you.

Somehow, it was always hard for me to stop any of the practices. I kind of flow whenever I put my mind to something. I've always had troubles letting go of habits, whether good or bad.

A very great practice in Islam is Wudu' (washing) before prayer. It's very refreshing and healthy, especially inhaling the water into the nostrils. There's something right about that particular practice, and everyone who doesn't do it does not know what they're missing.

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So, I did a little experiment...

A few months ago, I started leaving breadcrumbs on the balcony for the pigeons to eat. There was plenty of breadcrumbs and infinite supplies because we had a lot of dried bread at home. They would come and eat until they're full and escape at the sight of me coming. Sometimes, they would hang around close to me, but most of the times they're afraid. Normal pigeon behavior, nothing interesting so far.

Then, after a while, the quantity of breadcrumbs started to decrease. The situation started to get scarce for the pigeons. Some days, I don't feed them at all, and some other days just a little bit. And here's what's developed...

One or two pigeons have become violent and started to not allow the other pigeons to come and eat with them anymore. They started fighting the others and beat them up. They now flick them and snap their feathers. Or they just intimidate and the others understand and go away.

It goes without saying that those dominant pigeons are bigger and stronger, aka Alpha Pigeons.

They don't have sex on my balcony, but I bet these Alphas get more sex than the other Beta cucks lol.

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The craziest maddest and baddest riddim!

Those Jamaicans know how to jam!

The crazy frog ruined the party, though.

Edited September 10, 2021 by Gesundheit2

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Tomorrow is the first day of my last year in medical school.

I can feel bored already.

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Leo's thread Never Call A Girl Fat reminded me of myself about 6-7 years ago.

There was a website called Omegle where you could chat with random people from across the world, I think it's still running but I haven't checked ever since.

This is likely the number one worst thing I've ever done to a girl.

So, one of the random people I was matched with was a black girl from Chicago, she was something near my age at the time; 18-19 years old.

And since I used to hear about racism in America but never experience it here in my country, I didn't know anything at all. And I was very curious to understand how things work over there.

So, we're chatting casually, and then out of the blue, I start asking her a bunch of racist questions. She was polite and tried to remain calm, but my curiosity went overboard. For example, I remember asking her whether the word "nigga" is offensive, and why that might be the case. Because I used to hear rappers saying it all the time, so I was kind of confused. I didn't know that Google could answer such questions at the time.

But all in all, she put up with my ignorance and kept talking to me. And 'till this day, I couldn't understand why.

Eventually, we got to talking about our physical appearances, and so she told me her height, which was a little bit below average, and her weight, which was average. I shouldn't have said anything. But the awkward autistic nerd inside of me who was a total social failure could not hold back. I told her that she seemed a little bit overweight since the ideal height to weight ratio (BMI) was supposed to be something between 18.5 and 24.9 but she didn't fit into that range perfectly, she was 25 point something. And that was my fatal mistake. She lashed out at me and started swearing, cursing, and damning me with all sorts of insults. I was kind of shocked to see such a reaction, even though I was aware how girls are often sensitive to being called fat. I just didn't know to what degree. We were chatting on WhatsApp, and she ended up blocking me. Embarrassing, but well deserved.

Edited September 12, 2021 by Gesundheit2

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Still funny

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Pros and cons of going to university on foot vs. using public transport:

• On foot:
  • Pros:
  1. Healthy.
  2. Energizing.
  3. Increases focus.
  4. Warms up the body.
  5. Feels good.
  6. Automatic meditation.
  7. Automatic contemplation with better thoughts.
  8. Automatic reflection.
  9. Planning the day ahead.
  10. Chance of finding money and other stuff.
  11. Dependable; consistent time span (about 30-35 mins), and I can hurry if I want/need to.
  • Cons:
    1. Takes more time.
    2. Could cause me a heat stroke.
    3. Could make me sweat.
    4. Shoes get old quickly.
    5. Requires energy.
    6. Makes me hungry.
    7. Chance of getting hit by a car.
    8. Could cause headache sometimes (sun exposure).
    9. It could be raining outside.

 

• Public transport:
  • Pros:
    1. Takes less time usually, and requires less energy.
    2. Shoes remain new and usable for a long time.
  • Cons:
    1. Higher risk of catching covid-19.
    2. Waiting in the streets under the sun/rain, sometimes for a long time.
    3. Sometimes, I'd have to fight others off to get a seat.
    4. Need two different vehicles to reach university.
    5. Crowded and uncomfortable, which promotes bad posture.
    6. People look and smell ugly and weird.
    7. Pay money instead of find.
    8. Possibility of random accidents.
    9. Possibility of driver getting a ticket, which could make me late.
    10. Undependable; inconsistent.
    11. Can't find them everywhere.

Edited September 14, 2021 by Gesundheit2

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Why do men worship logic? And...

Why do women worship emotions?

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Sigh...

Mankind truly is the bullshitting animal.

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I love myself fully and completely

End of story.

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Today was messy. It felt like a dream. I had to make some pretty tough decisions. My brother was there for me, he was with me all along. He helped and supported me in every possible way. Something I will never forget or disregard. Something I will certainly reward.