Struggle

[Blackhawk]

Nothing is worse than being completely alone and unlikable.

My loneliness is driving me crazy.

[Intraplanetary]

I've been feeling very lonely too. Loneliness can feel almost unbearable. It's the most painful feeling... 

[Blackhawk]

I hate life so so so much.

Now would be a good time to kill myself... but I'm not going to do it.

God really created the ultimate prison. I don't know what his problem is, but he created one heck of a prison, good job. Apparently his favorite hobby is to torture souls. (I don't really believe in a theistic/classical conception of God.)

Edited January 31, 2021 by Blackhawk

[Intraplanetary]

15 hours ago, Blackhawk said:

I hate life so so so much.

Have you been doing something about this? I mean trying to help yourself? Because clearly life is not a struggle. You make it to be a struggle, hence you can make it to be a miracle if you want. 

 

[Blackhawk]

2 hours ago, Intraplanetary said:

Have you been doing something about this? I mean trying to help yourself? Because clearly life is not a struggle. You make it to be a struggle, hence you can make it to be a miracle if you want. 

I have tried therapy a bit and stuff.

Maybe life isn't a struggle for some people, but it is for me.

I can't see how I could make my life into a miracle.