Insights

[Preety_India]

Just a ton of insights that are needed in life. 

 

[Preety_India]

I really want some deep deep insights to permeate my space. 

 

[Preety_India]

That God led you here no matter what 

[Preety_India]

Wouldn't you trust  God completely? 

 

[Preety_India]

How much bad karma are you going to collect? 

Some people never change. People like you. 

Yesterday you came and hit me.. 

Why don't you admit that you are a toxic person who ruined my life? 

 

[Preety_India]

I'd say that they are more conscientious.. 

[Preety_India]

The typical NPD/BPD kind of moms that drive me nuts. 

 

[Preety_India]

I need to be more direct henceforth and say what I want to say and then just scream END OF DISCUSSION. 

[Preety_India]

It's important to have emotional balance. 

 

[Preety_India]

I was talking about the the devdoot concept. It's about angels from God. 

Try to bring power to yourself and don't spread this power into people who don't deserve it

 

Be with people with at least normal Decency. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Being  ignorant and being destructive are two different things. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

If you feel like you're in a dark spot right now, nothing to worry, every dark spot has a silver door, you just need an angel to walk you through it. 

 

[Preety_India]

I don't know why this journal got so many views. I just hate it. 

Note to self. 

*stop messing around with heartless callous people. 

 

[Preety_India]

I don't know why dreams are so weird and crazy. 

I again had a dream where I could see my dead father and my mom telling me in the dream that I will meet the same fate. 

 

[Preety_India]

Shady

Shady 

Shady 

Shady 

Cult 

Cult 

Cult 

Cult 

!!!!! 

[Preety_India]

I don't want the nervousness and pain and awfulness.. 

I had this weird dream where there are 3 players throwing tomato paste at each other. 

Like no  , I don't want such dreams.

 

[Preety_India]

I had this weird dream yesterday and I clearly remember even the finer details of the dream. It was quite vivid. 

The dream begins with me and a Jewish friend, a girl walking through the streets and I'm constantly begging to come shopping with me. I take her to a local store where they are selling handbags and I'm selecting a few brown beige or tan varieties of handbags and she clearly looks not interested. She tells me to be wise and that's it's a pure waste of money. 

I'm like ok. Although I'm a bit displeased for being discouraged from buying the handbag. 

Next she sees a large building and points me to it. This building is across the street, more like across the road. So we stand there a few seconds and decide to cross the road and get to the other side. 

Once we're on the other side, she tells me that it's a Jewish home. A home meant only for Jews. I'm confused. She tells me all these homes are typical

They have a thick roof and a brown colored dull layout with brick walls and a very traditional dull look.. A white roof and brown walls. 

We enter inside. I'm not a Jew. So I'm confused. Will I be allowed inside, I ask her. She says I'm going to be absolutely fine. 

Inside are a long row of seats

She tells me to sit. It almost looks like a church inside. 

We sit side by side and I can see in front of me a couple standing in probably wedding trousseau. Holding hands and looking into each other's eyes and some people seem to be showering some kind of water, I assume holy water on the couple. 

The food is extravagant. My friend tells me to help myself with the food. I'm a bit hesitant because I'm really not sure if I'm allowed to eat being a non Jew. She tells me to eat.. 

This is the hall. Or the main room of the building.. 

Now we are guided to the backrooms through a long hallway which is dimly lit and we keep chatting as we walk. 

The next is an elevator or a flight of stairs, I don't exactly remember if it's an elevator or stairs. 

But now the scene changes to a bedroom. 

We're sitting and she tells me all her financial worries in life and then proceeds to show me her broken electronics and furniture and the dimly lit squalid room, how ever she tells me that she is happy for having a roof on her head. 

Next I begin to tell her of a friend of who I had been with a few years ago, a woman named Bindu. 

And then I proceed to tell her how she and her dad were living in a similar place or house or home. And then I tell her that she never revealed that she was a jew. 

My friend gives a surprise look and says that these homes are only meant for Jews and not others. And others claiming it under false conditions or pretentious identity will be prosecuted or removed from the property. 

 

 

The scene cuts to me in the hall again surrounded by Jewish people and me telling them of this particular friend. All of them look bewildered and tell me that my friend is scamming the system since the homes are specifically designed for jews facing financial difficulties or without a home. Also for other jews as well. 

I'm confused. At the end of the dream, I'm let outside by my friend and I thank her for the food and invitation. 

I feel really cozy for having spent some time in the Jewish home. I cross the street once again and give a hard look at the home from across the street. 

End of the Dream 

 

 

 

Edited December 30, 2020 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Since the dream of the Jewish home, ive been kinda obsessed with learning more about the jews. 

Although I've nothing to do with Jews, they never figured in my life, I never heard of any jews in my city, so I'm very curious about the Dream.

I'm more interested in learning about Jewish history and culture.