My 'God Self' Asked For The Pandemic To Happen

[Mesopotamian]

I am kind of being delusional now that my 'God Self' asked for the pandemic to happen.

Since I detached from my society and lived in a hotel. I needed time to sort my life and work on myself. I've always wished that I could live a life of a monk, separated having a distance from society. The hotel I am living in, is like a solitary place, and the stage-blue owner is busy defending his name and tribe that he neglects the business side. I am living in a floor mostly empty for myself. Yet before the Covid hit, I was forcing myself to go out more often just because I thought the people at the hotel are judgmental, and I needed to go out in order to avoid questions about me. Sometimes i used to go wonder in the city, in the gardens or in the malls for hours per day to give the impression that I am a normal conformist. When the pandemic happened. Everything is changed, and I saw it a chance to stay at my room for most of the time, and I even got praised by people in the hotel for my "astonishing ability to #StayHome". I now have plenty of time to work on my problems from past life. IBS, Sleep disorders, anxiety, low self-esteem, business ideas, and many others.

 

#2, I never had a hair cut at a salon for about 15 years now. When I was younger, textbooks and newspapers were warning of AIDS, and I figured out that it could be transmitted by barber tools, so I never went there, yet just about a month before the pandemic, I decided hey, let's try it once again, let's sit and make another person take care of that, and the pandemic hits, and it was like the message from the universe to me that I should go back to cutting my own hair.

#3 Most of the time in the pandemic, I was able to maintain good social distancing, due to being isolated from public.

#4 It serves my egotistical agenda to transform people to science believers, just a bit, and change the way their minds work on a large scale, since now they will be forced to be exposed or should I say bombarded with practical scientific information. I think this will make my life better on the long run.

Right now, I cannot but entertain the idea that it is working for me! but I also wonder what will happen if I get it one day...

 

 

 

[The_Alchemist]

Damn u brought on the boomer genocide to get a haircut?

#Ruthless