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Passive Receptivity

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Aspects of good talk 

  • Soothing voice 
  • Articulation and expression 
  • .. Engaging 
  • . Content should be positive 
  • . Substantial. It should be lengthy with more information or more stuff added. Not short. Not necessarily deep but just long. Deep talk is different. 
  • . Entertaining. Light hearted. Flippant. Non emotional. Non intense. Non heavy. Addictive. 

 


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Frankly I'm just sick of everything. 

 


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  • Pacifistic - judaic 
  • Romanistic - Paganic 
  • Moralistic /Conscientious - Spiritual, Parapsychic, Ethereal.. 

 

The last approach prevents the demons. 

The demons are abuse of power. 

 

 

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  • Ball of evil concept 
  • Portal to evil cloud 
  • Pressure cooker 
  • Climax
  • Evil drama 
  • Vicious cocktail of factors 

 

 


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Ball of evil 

Sometimes you feel like it's a ball that keeps rolling and rolling and whatever comes in the way of this ball, the ball consumes it and then the ball gets bigger. The person who comes in contact with the ball becomes consumed by this ball and it impacts them and gives them bad energy. This is the ball of evil. 

The ball only gets bigger and bigger. 

 

Portal to evil 

Every time this ball bumps into anything, a new portal to the evil is opened, a new detail comes out that makes the already existing scenario even more creepy. 

 

Pressure cooker 

This means that something is seething and building inside 

It keeps seething and building and building pressure in the cooker and then during the climax period the cooker blasts.. 

Is the cooker at fault or the pressure at fault? 

Escaping the situation right before the climax period is important. Preventing the climax from happening is also another strategy. 

It was like a time bomb going to go off at some point. 

It's called Generation of evil. 

 

 

Climax 

The climax is reached when the pressure in the cooker keeps reaching the highest point. 

 

Evil Drama 

Always look for signs of evil drama. People who create such evil drama. Which means they lie to you. 

One source of such evil drama is pretentious behavior and nobody giving you an outlet. When you lead a fake deceptive life, you show to the world that your life is perfect on the outside and on the inside everything is  a disaster, you are trying too hard to pretend that your world is perfect, when it's not... in order to impress the world, to feel good about yourself in a crowd, to compare with the Joneses, to keep up, a pretentious life attracts evil, it's a source of confusion and evil, because your whole life is a lie, it cannot work like that, you're opening the portal to evil, to bad things, to chaos, be upfront about your life. 

 

 

Vicious cocktail of factors 

When there is a confluence of multiple factors they create a vicious cocktail

This vicious cocktail then leads to the climax phase or climax period and then the climax is reached in the blast phase. 

When you see this vicious cocktail, leave the situation and do nothing. Let it unfold on its own and get yourself out of it in some manner without destruction 


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So I had this insight this morning. 

About collective improvement. 

That each one of us is capable of evil and dark thoughts. 

But at the same time the only way to start the new path (the path to a spiritual life) is to give up our older selves and come completely clean, say out aloud all the lies and all the truths, not leave anything to speculation and scrub out the older self (the old narcissistic traits or behaviors or any bad mistakes, thoughts) and keep scrubbing out slowly slowly slowly slowly slowly slowly and becoming this new clean person ready to start a new path, a new life, a new spiritual life. 

And I think everyone who is ready to lead a moral life can do this. I will call this collective improvement. Instead of looking at things in a very black and white perspective where you think that a certain person has to be the devil who has to go through atonement and demonization with constant bullying and lynch mob pitchfork mentality, why not think that people are capable of positive change and become better people. 

When you blame someone and find someone to burn it's almost as if you're calling a fat person fat fat fat fat fat but you don't want them to lose that weight, you kinda want them to stay fat so you can keep calling them fat. 

But what if they change? Will you be able to appreciate this change? Or will you call this a ploy for sympathy or damage control. 

We're human beings and we have to accept human nature. To consider ourselves saints and Incapable of any error is an inherent form of narcissism in itself. 

To be able to understand and accept one's own flaws in their entirety and then take a pledge to move on and improve on those flaws, to become a better person after learning better, that's the right way to grow. 

To halt this growth in oneself and others is also narcissistic. 

What I find is that people will move on whether you call them good or bad. 

If you don't want to hop on the train of collective improvement, well it's your loss and you will be left behind with all your flaws because of your never ending self righteousness. 

If you think that you are smart, you're right all the time, you're the go to authority for everything in life, you're the best person, that you can never do wrong and that your judgement is always right, you're invincible, and you think that you will never do any wrong in life, you're basically setting up yourself for failure and blinding yourself to your own flaws and errors. 

Such people can never be a part of collective improvement.

Self righteousness is another thing that keeps us away from spirituality. 

 

I've  realized that in order to change you have to be aware and accept human frailties and flaws. 

Also I've realized that evil will never be truly non existent. It will always be there. Evil will always be there. 

But like autism, evil is also on a spectrum. Even narcissism is on a spectrum. 

That means that some people do lesser evil and some people do greater evil. 

But those who do lesser evil are capable of overcoming it. 

But not those who are self righteous and engage in finger pointing behaviors because they can never overcome anything. They leave no room for it. 

I believe that we can all collectively improve and lead a sane moral life. I want to be able to create hope where people who do wrong things can improve and are open to improving rather than have this black and white mentality of one person being the devil and the other person is an angel. 

One thing that we would need is to clean house and completely shed the older skin in which we lived.. And then start new pure, clean fresh like pure fresh water. 

To me pure clean fresh water represents spirituality. 

You know how it feels. It is cleaning every dirt from your face and body. You have to clean your spirit in the same way as well. 

Your past mentality, your old beliefs, your narcissistic ways, your old bad behaviors, your flaws, when not scrubbed out, they become like a thick cloak over you and this thick cloak does not allow new light, new insight, new spiritual ways to penetrate you. You become impenetrable because of this layer of gunk of old skin (old mentality) over you.. If you keep this old mentality like that and don't get rid of it, it also interferes with your new path and makes your new path corrupted and redundant. There is no point in learning new spiritual techniques and enlightenment if your pre-enlightenment old patterns of thinking are going to remain the same. 

It's like... you know, before enlightenment chop wood carry water, and after enlightenment, chop wood carry water. 

I know it can mean something else but I don't like it in this context that you remain the same person with the same old beliefs. I won't call that spiritual growth. 

 


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Ok this needs do be updated. 

 


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