Passive Receptivity

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About Manifestations that might not be fulfilled. 

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So what happens when we die? 

 

 what do we do? 

Maybe we enter a parallel universe. 

 

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Candace Dexter Dyrynx Staghure 

 

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So Dexter had conversations with me in my dreams. Some I remember and some I don't. 

It was nice and satiating. 

 

So this is how the conversations went 

Dexter - what is absolute in this world can never be changed. We're born to live and relive all our past lives and memories and everything else escapes forever into the abyss. Maybe you feel the same way? 

Me - I can't really mindfuck myself anymore. This must be a thing of the past. Did you ever meet me before? 

All glory belongs to the new age. Whatever we write whatever we see is all in front of us yet hidden from view. 

Can't play these games anymore. The best people are the people who say they don't give a fuck. 

Dexter - Do you have a clean mind? 

Me - what sort of mindfuckery is this. My mind is not a machine to be cleaned and oiled. 

Dexter - I'm all powerful God. 

Me - So be it. All power to you but not that I need to surrender to. You could be from a cult. 

Dexter - your grandmother must be proud of you. 

Me - yes 

Dexter - I believe that we are always eternal. 

Me - how could you be so sure. 

Dexter - it doesn't take much to understand the obvious. You match the two things and connect the dots and you have the map. 

Me - again I think it's all mindfuckery. 

Dexter - are you someone who can be totally honest with me? so are you  the most honest and pure hearted in the world? 

Me - no I don't think so. But I strive to achieve those ideals that will make my grandmother proud of me 

Candace - amen sister.. 

Dyrynx - squeaks in the background. A loud sound. 

 

 

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Candace 

Candace - Could I borrow this book from you? 

Me - yeah, sure. 

Candace - The views from this window are beautiful!

Me - I like your hair Candace 

Me - I find this place Actualized.org very suspicious. I don't know how to put it. But it seems like there is so much that I'll never know.. 

Candace - Maybe it's imaginary doubt in your head, why do you think that your thoughts are true. Reality is biased as it is. Could you not see it? 

 

Me - Candace, whatever has been seen cannot be unseen. I know. But language has a distinct meaning and can be weaponized just like anything else. 

Candace - I see what you mean. 

 

 

Edited December 22, 2020 by Preety_India

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Conversations with Dexter, Candace  Dyrynx and Staghure 

 

Me - Dyrynx, there is nothing better than sitting inside a teepee. 

Staghure - like the four walls of a house, everything has to be secured and protected. Do you agree?

Me - yes I agree. 

Staghure - what do you see? 

Me - I saw the spirit of this forum descend like a dove and it told me things that I didn't know.. 

Edited December 22, 2020 by Preety_India

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Passive Receptivity 1

What should I do? 

• Immerse yourself in art 
• Immerse yourself in music 
• Immerse yourself in cooking 
• Immerse yourself in work 
• Immerse yourself in prayer and building a relationship with God 
• Immerse yourself in health and organic living 
• Immerse yourself in therapy 
• Immerse yourself in writing 
• Immerse yourself in books and Interpretations and commentary. There's so much to absorb.

Girl, stretch your wings. 

 

 

Edited December 22, 2020 by Preety_India

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Conversations with Dexter, Candace Dyrynx and Staghure 

Dexter - how do you feel? 

Me - I feel like a train is running through my ears. 

There is a subtle collision happening somewhere.. The force of the law being put into action. 

I have felt discarded and manipulated. My soul catching rust. My body rendered useless. Manipulation always backfires no matter what. I wish I knew better than to let the pigs come in through the white picket fence and piss on my porch. But I truly am beginning to see the world for what it is with a new pair of eyes. 

What say? 

Dexter - Those kind of preachers have  one foot on earth and another in hell. 

About time everyone wakes up. 

These preachers they lie to their flock and leave the heavy lifting to people. 

No prediction ever came true. Don't be a false prophet. 

I wish all the snakeoil salesmen would just go away and a return to sanity would be nice. 

Just goes to show there's no loyalty. Just as Judas betrayed Christ 

It's like watching Frankenstein realizing he created a monster. God doesn't lie and he is never wrong, unlike you, you hateful, greedy, self serving hypocrite. You're F-ing with a Greek God.. 

We will not bend. 

We will not break. 

We will not yield. 

We will never give in. 

We will never give up. 

We will never back down. 

We will never, ever surrender! 

Even Jesus doesn't want these preachers around 

How does it feel knowing you lost? Knowing that every lame excuse you make up is just an attempt to stay relevant? Must feel pretty pathetic huh? Makes you mad inside? Are you feeling a little bit mad inside? Do you need a tissue to wipe away those little angry tears? Hm? Gee too bad. Guess you'll just have to suck it up. 

Me - Geez. 

 

Edited December 22, 2020 by Preety_India

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You have to be this whole huge data processing machine. 

Because everything at the end of the day can be described by a word. 

Whether it is tears, trauma, hurt, being gutted, death etc etc etc. 

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There is a word to describe every state, every emotion and in this huge story of life of this damnable world, there is nothing that cannot be described in words. It's a huge story and we are the characters. 

The story goes on whether you are alive or dead. 

You're just a speck in the universe. 

At the end of the day, everything is story, everything is data. 

You need to consume all this information and what you do with it is up to.. If you are dynamic, you'll use all this information to your advantage. 

You have to jump rapidly through all of this information, jump from one data point to another and rapidly process large chunks of information and then integrate it and move on 

 

Just look at your life as this large information paper and you're navigating and sifting through it. 

 

 

 

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1. Integrity 
2. Moral values 
3. Morality
4. Decency 
5. Honesty 
6. Moral standards 
7. Ethics 
8. Moral Principles 
9. Character 
10. Sincerity 

 

You have to clear out a lot of the gunk or rust in order to come to a place from where you can move on, on the right path. This process of purification. 

 

 

 

 

All paths lead to God. 

The right path is not complicated or winding. 

 

 

 

The right path is straight to the destination of opportunities, growth, benefits, symbiosis, utopia. 

 

 

 

Edited December 23, 2020 by Preety_India

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Cooking gifs 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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It's so cold 

 

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I feel very sleepy especially when it's cold.. 

I don't even know what I was doing. 

Just gazing 

I think I should sleep... Lol 

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Aphonium. Angel of stillness saw him in the dream 

 

 

Edited December 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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So the list is kinda expanding. 

I have

Candace Dexter Dyrynx Staghure and now Aphonium.. 

Aphonium looks like a Grim Reaper.. 

 

 

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Edited December 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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I need to focus on improving 4 things 

• Memory 
• . Alertness
•  Concentration 
• Observation 
• Deductive Reasoning 
• Strategization and Optimization 
• Focus and awareness

 

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It's just so creepy. Life is so creepy. Everything is a mystery. And we will never know certain things. 

 

 

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Man, I got no time to deal with assholes really.