Ego Death Dream

[Progress]

So one night while I was sleeping, My awareness expanded in the middle of my sleep. Then their was this void and slowly my ego started hurting. The void didn't have any color but I remember it as blackish. At least it felt blackish. Intuitively I knew this was too real to be a simple dream yet I also knew this wasn't the real world. I then realized I was able to zoom myself of the void but once I was out, I couldn't return. The next day I was talking to a friend and he said it sounded alot like a substance(I forget which) which was used as anesthesia on patients. Then another one of my friend mentioned ego loss when he was on anesthesia. Does anyone have more info on this?

[Exping]

no ur experience is rare and I'm not sure if anyone will have any info on this. Don't give up on searching tho for your experience

[cetus]

@Progress Just my two cents, we become egoless in deep sleep every night. Possibly the same as anesthesia where we forget we exist.   1) You may have become slightly aware of that egoless deep sleep state. You were in deep sleep, yet aware of it to some degree. 2) You have been studying and listening to Leo's vids and you just dreamt the whole thing. Hard to say which exactly. Sorry.  *I remember having anesthesia when I was very young and experienced a black void as your friend did. That must happen often.  It does make me wonder if that egoless deep sleep state is another level of consciousness. I heard somewhere that some advanced meditators practice awareness of that deep sleep state. I'll find it for you............  Here it is!

 

Edited September 27, 2016 by cetus56