I CAN NOT get over this..

[UDT]

How can you KNOW you are God?

Having had mystical experiences and enlightenment mindfucks and all that, I fully see it. 
BUT
What The Fuck how can I be sure? 
I cant ask anyone, I cant read it in a book, I cant science my way to it. My mind can be wrong.

YES FOR ME EVERYTHING THERE EXISTS IS THIS ONE INFINITE PRESENCE OF NOTHINGNESS 

But who are you then? 
I cant just discard that "other people do not exist". Yes for me! But someone is answering this post, and I dont know that person, and he/she has a complete different life.

AND YES

I am imagining his/her life, but its still there.

Man this is such a mindf*ck, I need some insight or something here...

Because at the end, ultimate realisation could just be your perspective, and I don´t see how this can be ruled out.

[Leo Gura]

21 hours ago, UDT said:

How can you KNOW you are God?

How can you know anything, period?

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Having had mystical experiences and enlightenment mindfucks and all that, I fully see it. 
BUT
What The Fuck how can I be sure? 

Nope! That means you aren't fully awake. You obviously don't see it.

You had a few glimpses but you haven't had a full-blown God-realization or even Truth-realization.

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I cant ask anyone, I cant read it in a book, I cant science my way to it.

Exactly. Who else could God ask but himself?

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My mind can be wrong.

Yes, but Absolute Truth and God-realization cannot be wrong because wrongness itself is a relative idea.

Absolute Truth is prior to the mind and hence prior to wrongness.

And yet, your mind can still misinterpret it.

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YES FOR ME EVERYTHING THERE EXISTS IS THIS ONE INFINITE PRESENCE OF NOTHINGNESS 

Then what's the problem?

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But who are you then? 

I'm you, of course!

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I cant just discard that "other people do not exist".

Why not?

They exist in your imagination, just like everything else.

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Yes for me! But someone is answering this post, and I dont know that person, and he/she has a complete different life.

AND YES

I am imagining his/her life, but its still there.

You are imagining that "it's still there"

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Man this is such a mindf*ck

Indeed it is.

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I need some insight or something here...

Yes, you lack an awakening into the nature of what "other" is.

You're just not conscious of that facet of awakening yet.

Like it told you, there are dozens of different facets and kinds and degrees of awakening. You're still missing many important facets which is why you're confused.

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Because at the end, ultimate realisation could just be your perspective, and I don´t see how this can be ruled out.

Of course there's nothing outside of God's perspective.

You need to become so fucking conscious that even the notion of multiple perspectives collapses. There are not multiple perspectives. There is only one perspective.

You see the problem? You are constructing all of "reality" and yet you're trying to treat this as though there is some reality outside your constructions. But how would it come to exist unless you constructed it?

Nothing can exist unless you fool yourself into believing it does. That's how stuff comes into existence! Stop taking existence for granted. Stuff doesn't just exist all by itself. It only exists in the mind of God (YOU).

You're not gonna understand this without psychedelics.

[Guest SirVladimir]

We are an intricate charade looking at itself from infinitely many angles. There's nothing else to do, nothing else to be, reality is just resembling the term reality. It's madness. What else is reality supposed to be? Non-reality? That's like telling God, "Hey, God, can you stop being God for a second? Cannot you at least pretend?!" Oh wait. That didn't age well. Uh-oh.

 

[UDT]

What a circle jerk..

I am imagining you and you are imagining me and we are both the same?
 

...

And I thought women are complex..

[Nahm]

@UDT

“I CAN NOT get over this”

“I” is a thought, that points back to awareness of the thought. So ‘I can not get over this’, is the ‘clue’ sought after.

[Javfly33]

It can't be "got it" with the mind.

Stop suffering with thoughts and ideas, and...do more practices.

[UDT]

@Nahm Yea if I would be less neurotic I could just let go and dissolve probably, but I fear this would take me 20 years on a rock and before Id probably run back to daytrade bitcoins for some money

[UDT]

5 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

It can't be "got it" with the mind.

Stop suffering with thoughts and ideas, and...do more practices.

Thats true thanks! More practice less thought.

[Leo Gura]

24 minutes ago, UDT said:

I am imagining you and you are imagining me and we are both the same?

Something like that.

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And I thought women are complex..

Women aren't complex, they are simply imaginary

[Nahm]

Spend some time watching thoughts come & go. Thought only rises here, now. “I” is a thought. Attachment to that thought functions like a bridge to the next thought, “am neurotic”. Neither thought actually says anything of the awareness, of the thoughts. 

Believing it does, feels off. 

Another thought arises, which seems to label that feeling, “fear”. 

[UDT]

@Nahm Man you are next level if you actually embody what you say. Kudos!

[Forestluv]

21 hours ago, UDT said:

What The Fuck how can I be sure? 

Desire for a sense of sure-ness is such a curious human phenomena. I wonder if humans are the only entities that experience it. It seems like some other animals have a sense of it. Sometimes animals seem to double-check things, which could be a form of sure-ness. Do birds re-check things as they build a nest to make sure it's correct? 

21 hours ago, UDT said:

I cant ask anyone, I cant read it in a book, I cant science my way to it.

Yep, any thing is not another thing. 

21 hours ago, UDT said:

YES FOR ME EVERYTHING THERE EXISTS IS THIS ONE INFINITE PRESENCE OF NOTHINGNESS 

But who are you then? 

Notice what happened there. One one hand, it is a very subtle transition that is overlooked. On the other hand, it's a very big jump.  

21 hours ago, UDT said:

Because at the end, ultimate realisation could just be your perspective, and I don´t see how this can be ruled out.

If we create a "perspective", it's a perspective. It's not a tuna fish sandwich. There is nothing to rule out. It is what it is.