So I began digging into Connor Murphy's videos and found some of these really interesting.  He talks about the difference between spiritual enlightenment and manic depressive disorder.  He talks a lot about quantum entanglement, electron slit experiment, awakening, enlightenment..  It does appear a bit scattered but it seems like he is getting somewhere. Nice to see him putting a lot of work into this. It seems he was in the psych ward and it must have been a really eye opening experience. I still see him struggling to integrate things together but that looks like an honest effort from his side.  Seems like he is going through the Existential Crisis of spiritual awakening. But he seems more aware.  He appears ecstatic towards the end and talks about being himself and spiritual liberation and is excited for his new spiritual journey.  At first glance, anyone could take this guy for granted, but as you dig deeper, it seems he is really in it.  Cheers to this guy for being brave enough to kickstart all this.