Fuck me. I got it

[Mannyb]

It’s beautiful (the first glimpse of a non dual state). When God graces you with Presence, says hi, then goes away telling you to go find him. 

[abrakamowse]

2 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

Here´s a good one story: Surrendering all your stories will end "YOUR" story. 

I know... 

Thanks for Sharing @Javfly33 !!!

[James123]

3 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

And of course I am God and I am creating all of "you" right now

Unfortunately, God, love, and creating are still story of mind. 

Edited December 6, 2020 by James123

[Javfly33]

1 minute ago, James123 said:

Unfortunately, God, love, and creating are still story of mind. 

@James123 shit! I guess you got me 

[James123]

13 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

@James123 shit! I guess you got me 

For you to comprehend it brother. ???

Edited December 6, 2020 by James123

[Gesundheit]

I'm not really sure what to tell you. I wanna say something mean, but you're gonna reply with love, so it will be null.

Anyway;

4 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

Fuck me.

No can do, baby doll.

[Javfly33]

14 minutes ago, James123 said:

For you to comprehend it brother. ???

@James123 Shit. So the ego is still playing a story? 

@Forestluv 

How could it be more stories if there are no thoughts and just realize this is Truth, there is no way THIS is a story. 

Right? 

[SoonHei]

4 hours ago, Javfly33 said:

Finally understand what the nutcase @zeroISinfinity was talking about.

Hahaha ♥️♥️

[Moksha]

@Javfly33 When you get it, you won't have to ask others if you are right ?

[Forestluv]

1 minute ago, Javfly33 said:

 

@Forestluv 

How could it be more stories if there are no thoughts and just realize this is Truth, there is no way THIS is a story. 

Right? 

That’s part of the adventure. Once the mind is aware of the nature of stories, there is a massive expansion of what a story is and the potential for story creation.  

For example, we could say there are “thought stories” like “I’m a 32 y.o. man that lives in England. I’m an electrician with two kids. I’m very upset with covid lockdowns because my business has suffered.”. We could go on and on adding to the details of this thought story. 

Yet aren’t there other forms of stories? I was so immersed in the movie Inception that I didn’t have any thoughts. Wasn’t that experience a form of story? Last night I spent two hours staring at a fire in my fireplace. I was mesmerized. All sorts of images, intuitions, feelings arose. Time dissolved and the eternal nature of fire arose. The relationship of humans to fire throughout history arose. Tribal fires, community campfires, forest fires, the desire of arsonists to set buildings on fire. The salvation, destruction, live, hate, art, science of fire all appearing. At the time, I wasn’t creating this thought story. It was more like images, timelessness, intuition, empathy, knowing, feeling etc. There were probably some “thoughts” that arose, yet in this context, such “thoughts” aren’t traditional “thoughts” because it isn’t a traditional thought-dominated story. The “thoughts” get blended in with all the other images, feelings, intuitions etc. It’s not like thoughts stick out like a sore thumb. They are integrated into the experience. Like a guitar gets integrated into a song.

But yea, it’s great to become aware of traditional thought stories and transcend them, such that the mind is not immersed and identified with them. Yet it’s also fun to immerse oneself into a story and forget it’s a story. Sometimes I go into nature and enter a magical story. I get so immersed, I forget it’s a story and become that character. If during this adventure I encountered another human and he told me “You realize this is just a story and none of it’s real, right?”. I’d be like “Thanks a lot, jackass. You just ruined the movie”. 

It’s a nice ability to be able to zoom in and out of stories. Yet most minds are locked into a story. So there is a lot of emphasis on the spiritual path to transcend stories and realize “no story”. When this is realized and embodied, it’s a whole new ballgame. Even what counts as a “story” melts and becomes fluid. 

Ime, early in the process this was unstable. At times it was insane. Other times, it was a peaceful sense of Now - simply revealing itself. Other times there were desires to figure it out and create a new stable story. 

Regarding thought stories: my mind tends to be thought-dominated. I spent many years trying to reduce the frequency of thoughts and my tendency to get immersed and trapped in thoughts. I’ve found that reducing thought frequency and intense attachment to thoughts opens up new ways to experience reality. Some people, like artists, seem naturally good at it. Yet it took me a lot of work and mind re-conditioning. One of my highest desires is to have the ability to let go of thought stories and dissolve them, when I want to. 

During the first week of my 5-meo retreat, I was able to observe full deconstruction of thought stories, it’s transcendence and the re-construction of thought stories. During the process of re-immersion into thought stories, I would ask “How can I do this own my own?”. It’s one of my deepest desires as this is a key to liberation and transcendence to a ‘higher’, more expansive consciousness. At one point, a door was opened and there was a realization of “Ahhh, so that’s how you do it!!!”. Then my mind was like “Wait, wait, wait!!! Don’t go!! Exactly how do I do it!? I want to write it down!”. Yet it wasn’t like a mechanical thing. It was more like “Q: How do I transcend thoughts? A: Like this (thoughts transcended)”. Or in another context: “Q: How do I speak?. . . A: Like this (speaking begins)”. 

And of course, all this is a story. 

[Javfly33]

3 minutes ago, Moksha said:

@Javfly33 When you get it, you won't have to ask others if you are right ?

I got it. But I'm open to being more profoundity than what I become consciouss of. That's why I am asking _P_

[James123]

1 hour ago, Javfly33 said:

Shit. So the ego is still playing a story? 

Unfortunately, yes. But keep going. Non stop. Surrender. Good work! 

If you need a suggestion, I suggest you to stay in darkness and silence as much as you can. Even 1, 2, 3 month. 

Edited December 6, 2020 by James123

[Nahm]

29 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

 I'm open to being more profoundity than what I become consciouss of. 

Bottomless. 

[OctagonOctopus]

Can't put a cap on infinity!

[Javfly33]

10 minutes ago, Nahm said:

Bottomless. 

That´s why everybody ´round here is a lot of times arguing who is more awake than who? 

 

38 minutes ago, James123 said:

Unfortunately, yes. But keep going. Non stop. Surrender. Good work! 

If you need a suggestion, I suggest you to stay in darkness and silence as much as you can. Even 1, 2, 3 month. 

Ok, I will try to do it thank you.

[Nahm]

@Javfly33 ? 

Silence, and of course, not even. If nothing else, listen to that video at 1:55 for twenty seconds. Maybe you find it as funny as I do. Notice perception is actually silence. 

Also, this Having An Inner Smile meditation and this ‘Feeling Of Me’ version of Self Inquiry strike me as simple easy gems for ‘amping up’ where you’re at. Not to imply there actually is a you anywhere, or that you need anything, yet, ‘connect while it’s hot’, so to speak, you bottomless being. ?

[nistake]

Obligatory who's the one who got it?

[Moksha]

1 hour ago, Javfly33 said:

I got it. But I'm open to being more profoundity than what I become consciouss of. That's why I am asking _P_

I hear you. If you look at the research, most people have at least one awakening experience during their lifetime. Many have multiple awakenings. Enlightenment is when the awakening is so ego-shattering, that your spiritual eyes stay open, even within the dream. When that happens, you will know, and nothing anybody tells you to confirm or deny it will make any difference.

[Javfly33]

33 minutes ago, nistake said:

Obligatory who's the one who got it?

I , Consciousness, became aware that this is "my" dream. 

[caspex]

When you realize it's harder than your dick

ok Idk why I wanted to say that

I mean your dick IS it