Is this normal? Am I doing something right

[Mvrs]

When I try to focus my attention at what’s behind my perception my vision begins to dissolve and disappear. 

[Nahm]

Not sure if it’s “normal” but totally relatable yes. 

[Mvrs]

20 hours ago, Nahm said:

Not sure if it’s “normal” but totally relatable yes. 

It gets more and more intense day by day Is this the void? 

[caspex]

Well if you focus on somewhere other than the image in front of you, ofcourse it's gonna blur. And since in your experience, there is nothingness behing your perception. Your vision just blurs and dissolves and no other image comes up. Unlike let's say imagining a red car while eyes open.

atleast this is how i see it.

 

I think what you are doing can be a helpful practice tho, just feels like it.
edit: Just realized, what you are doing rn is what I do to focus in on the fact that I am awareness which pervades everything

Nietz's abyss quote makes sense now lol.

edit 2: I am gonna do this too, to focus in on the void! Thank you!

Edited December 3, 2020 by Swarnim

[Nahm]

@Mvrs

You could say that, yeah. Watch that Light. ?