220 milligrams LSD Trip Report

[Apofis_im]

In general, I have not so much experience with psychedelics and this resulted in a small problem. Earlier, I tried mushrooms twice in Amsterdam and quite forgot that experience. Now I bought LSD and wanted to microdose. I ate 1/6 of the mark and after half an hour there was nothing. I decided to eat the whole dose and then the fun began. My wife and I wanted to go to Ikea, but when I was already descending the stairs, I realized that I did not understand where the past and the future were and that we needed to agree on this collectively. I had to return home and continue the trip safely.

I didn’t think I would be so torn apart by one small brand. Since childhood, in general, I had a little more courage and I often plunged into some kind of unknown with glue or alcohol or some other problems, and I think this also played a role. It is clear that I still need to imagine my childhood in my head, but something like that.

My wife knew that I was trying psychedelics, but at that moment she was scared. Then she admitted that she was scared in general, which is why she cried. All our time together, she thought that I was Igor (me) and was smart there and I was striving, and then I kind of turned into her friend, a former drug addict. By the way, the two of us laughed at how she came up with it. Well, she was afraid that I was always alone with her, with a certain character and qualities, but it turned out that this was not so.

Insights:

• In general, I realized that everything must be negotiated. I realized that in order for me to go to ikea, we need to agree on what furniture is, what ikea is, geolocation of ikea, on which routes to get there. In general, the main urge of this trip was to negotiate. All the problems are caused by people who could not agree.
• Well, then, in general, I understood everything how consciousness works. I am myself from the society of shitty Kazakhstan (18 years old) --- then Siberia, Russia (10 years) and even went to Europe (2 years). I realized that this is just letting my level of consciousness rise and that people just do not pass it and get stuck. I like very much to analyze people of the level of consciousness, tk. I was born among the purples, lived with red then and they seemed to me developed, but then blue, and then orange)) In general, I sat and thought about it the whole trip.
• I am focused on my career and I realized that everything is REALLY important only depends on the number of people who believe in it. Those. If you convince people that this colored paper is rubles and you have to pay with it for something, then it will be so. The question is simply the number of people with whom you will agree and convince. That you are famous and rich, it is necessary to convince people what wealth is and that you are here it is, rich. Hahaha It’s so obvious and so real.
• I took a psychedelic and did not tell my wife, I realized that in the whole world it is so stupid to hide something, and in general all the troubles and losses from the fact that people are hiding something. It looks so silly though. As someone from ... and editors of society, it looked sooo obvious to me.
• I understood how all my acquaintances from the previous levels are simply afraid to move to a new one .. They are afraid to let go of their reality ... In general, everything and everyone is kept only by fear. And it happens in such trifles, which is very strange. The only thing that keeps only fear. A couple of days ago, I myself quit my job, which I kind of needed, but I couldn't work that way. I opened the director's profile on linkedin and realized that he had thought of everything in his head (imagine). That he has a company and that he is doing something there and that he really needs it. I realized that if I return to work (and I worked remotely for 3 years), then everyone should remember in their heads ALREADY who I am and what qualities I have there and how to cooperate with me (story of me). Hahahahha 
• My wife was cleaning up while I was lying there high, and I realized that it is important to draw such a line in life. Get out. Clean. Clap ... and build again. Really convenient. 
• I also realized that I will not have problems with my future work, because I have been assembling constructors well since childhood. I can clap and reassemble reality from cubes and pay the mortgage.))
• I realized that I really like Kazakh and Russian humor .. I realized that humor is when the truth is simply told, which is concealed .. And by the way, it was not very funny to watch the whole humorous look. Because what to look at in general?) True, it is not funny, it is simple.
• I also realized that God likes it when I think. I got such mini pleasure from thinking .. Thinking is encouraged. But doing seems to be even more encouraged. God finally gets pleasure from this all.

Some more short notes:

There further life will be good… me or the human race.

We need to agree on everything.

As humans, we are in such a strong constant fear that we just like brave people and everyone who tears apart reality.

Black and red caviar are delicious, because the animals that carry it are brave.

All this time, my wife was crying in the next room and I felt her grief very strongly and called her to stroke/pat me. Well, it is clear that she did not really want to do it. Then I explained to her that I asked to stroke me, because she was crying)) ta-dam))

It was a little scary to realize that I never was at this point and in this place, but it's nice that I did all this and in the future it will come around as something good.

My wife forgave me, I explained everything to her ? I taste cat's urine in my mouth ˆ__ˆ

Edited November 29, 2020 by Apofis_im

[Leo Gura]

1 hour ago, Apofis_im said:

My wife and I wanted to go to Ikea

[Kingston]

Next time your wife and you should go to the Costco 

[RoerAmit]

29 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

haahahhhaaaaaa I can't stop laughing

What's funnier? you wanted to go to Ikea or Leo's comment LOLLLLLL

 

[fridjonk]

Can't imagine tripping at IKEA, feels like a human zoo.

[Leo Gura]

2 hours ago, fridjonk said:

Can't imagine tripping at IKEA, feels like a human zoo.

I trip at Ikea without psychedelics

[Apofis_im]

2 hours ago, fridjonk said:

Can't imagine tripping at IKEA, feels like a human zoo.

Next day we went to a clothing store and I just couldn't choose anything because it all looked alike..I can't imagine how people do anything on this.

[fridjonk]

9 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

I trip at Ikea without psychedelics

I don't know what they lace the meatballs with over there in Vegas. 

[Corpus]

220 milligrams and you wouldn't be going anywhere, for days. 

[Loving Radiance]

@Corpus  That's what I thought as well. At least a 24h trip and then some kind of permanent altered identity or smth.

 

@Apofis_im IKEA seems to get more attention these days