Why didn't anyone tell me about this?

[cuteguy]

For FUCKING years, I knew that I am not my thoughts, I knew that I am Consciousness, but without psychedelics I always feel like I am the person. Until I found out that ALL I had to do what to investigate what I call "my body" (Rupert Spira told me.) So I followed the video and...

BOOOOM! My first awakening with no psychedelics.

Shame on you guys for hiding this from me ? Just kidding, I know that you are all stuck in your heads like I was. I'm better that you now 

EXPLORE YOUR BODIES PEOPLE!

[PurpleTree]

rupert spira dynamics

 

he's alright that jolly serene awakened man with his grey cardigan sweater

[Nahm]

@cuteguy

Awesome. 

You’ll always be cuteguy to us!  

[electroBeam]

guess you're not a cute guy anymore. 

you're just a plain, old nobody now. 

Edited November 19, 2020 by electroBeam

[Shin]

Just now, electroBeam said:

guess you're not a cute guy anymore. 

He's wokeguy now.

???

[electroBeam]

2 minutes ago, Shin said:

He's wokeguy now.

???

Leo's competitors aren't allowed on his forum, goes against forum guidelines. 

[Shin]

1 minute ago, electroBeam said:

Leo's competitors aren't allowed on his forum, goes against forum guidelines. 

Leo isn't woke.

He's bald.

That's higher than woke.

That's like woke with more wokeness.

[cuteguy]

Leo needs to plug 5-MeO every 80 minutes to reach the level I'm at. But no worries guys, I'll keep pretending that I'm a cuteguy to not make you feel small ?

[electroBeam]

6 minutes ago, cuteguy said:

Leo needs to plug 5-MeO every 80 minutes to reach the level I'm at. But no worries guys, I'll keep pretending that I'm a cuteguy to not make you feel small ?

Yep that's the attitude of someone whose awoken.

Unfortunately though, your wokeness is impermanent. 

[Leo Gura]

1 hour ago, cuteguy said:

Leo needs to plug 5-MeO every 80 minutes to reach the level I'm at

Keep dreaming, kid.

There are levels you cannot even imagine.

But congratz on your little awakening.

[cuteguy]

16 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Keep dreaming, kid.

There are levels you cannot even imagine.

But congratz on your little awakening.

??? I can't believe you took the bait.

I love you and I'm very grateful to you, Leo!

[abrakamowse]

2 hours ago, cuteguy said:

I'm better that you now 

Damn!!!

 

I am going to meditate more than you now!!!

I have to beat you!

[Mvrs]

20 minutes ago, abrakamowse said:

Damn!!!

 

I am going to meditate more than you now!!!

I have to beat you!

I’m gonna have to mega morph now fml need my power over 9000 to be better than a cuteguy . 

[Bulgarianspirit]

First one to levitate wins!  

[Seraphim]

11 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

Keep dreaming, kid.

There are levels you cannot even imagine.

But congratz on your little awakening.

How do your awakenings that happened on psychedelics affect you in your daily life? Is anything different from before? Because with non-dual awakenings there are things that change permanently like happiness, different sense of self, aware of something that wasn't there before etc.

[Shin]

44 minutes ago, Tim Ho said:

@cuteguy You made an achievement that fewer than 5% people can.

But what if they're right ? ?  It is hard to believe that is just the beginning, isn't it ? ?

I woke up quite a few times before Lsd as well.  I'm telling you, dude, there are more, a lot more!

Jesus I really need to move my ass, I didn't even once and I spilled shit on this forum for YEARS  

[cuteguy]

48 minutes ago, Tim Ho said:

@cuteguy You made an achievement that fewer than 5% people can.

But what if they're right ? ?  It is hard to believe that is just the beginning, isn't it ? ?

I woke up quite a few times before Lsd as well.  I'm telling you, dude, there are more, a lot more!

I had multiple awakenings on 5-MeO that are a lot deeper than my only sober one. But the problem is that when I come down off 5-MeO I feel like I didn't learn much. However, with the sober awakening, I learned A LOT.

Basically, I know that there a "lot more." But isn't it awesome that there is more? 

 

3 minutes ago, Shin said:

Jesus I really need to move my ass, I didn't even once and I spilled shit on this forum for YEARS  

?

You would be surprised at how lazy and undisciplined I am. I only meditate when I feel like it and/or when I suffer. I have ZERO discipline.

I guess because of that, when I meditate I am very open because I don't do it as a task that I need to complete. I do it as a surrender and/or as a curiosity to know what I don't know.

Plus I have a beast of a teacher: Rupert Spira, who doesn't use the conceptual approach that Leo uses that leaves you philosophizing while meditating ? Rupert prefers a cut-through-the-bullshit approach and to use well constructed sentences and metaphors. I love Leo, but never again am I will I have him again as a teacher. Only for entertainment purposes, just like Alan Watts.

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, cuteguy said:

I had multiple awakenings on 5-MeO that are a lot deeper than my only sober one. But the problem is that when I come down off 5-MeO I feel like I didn't learn much. However, with the sober awakening, I learned A LOT.

Basically, I know that there a "lot more." But isn't it awesome that there is more? 

 

?

You would be surprised at how lazy and undisciplined I am. I only meditate when I feel like it and/or when I suffer. I have ZERO discipline.

I guess because of that, when I meditate I am very open because I don't do it as a task that I need to complete. I do it as a surrender and/or as a curiosity to know what I don't know.

Plus I have a beast of a teacher: Rupert Spira, who doesn't use the conceptual approach that Leo uses that leaves you philosophizing while meditating ? Rupert prefers a cut-through-the-bullshit approach and to use well constructed sentences and metaphors. I love Leo, but never again am I will I have him again as a teacher. Only for entertainment purposes, just like Alan Watts.

You really want people to hate you don't you ?

[cuteguy]

3 minutes ago, Shin said:

You really want people to hate you don't you ?

Wait, did I say something wrong? ?

[Shin]

6 minutes ago, cuteguy said:

Wait, did I say something wrong? ?

You implied that Leonism isn't your religion anymore.

This wont do here