150mg DMT trip report - AMA with higher being - mind deep fried

[KingEnergy]

Keep in mind i am still integrating this trip. This is the most hardcore trip I have ever had and I have done 60+ Trips including breakthrough 5meo.

it was 150mg dmt btw, bonged. Most ive ever done. Had a tripsitter. Soon as i exhaled the last hit my entire human life was gone except for memories. I was in a realm of which the appearence can never be described. There were colors but everything was colorless at the same time. A godlike, flying bird like creature instantly appeared. It was the only entity  present. The entity gave off a masculine energy. I had no body, was only a formless mind. But I could telepathically communicate with the being in both English and Dutch. 

I started communicating with the being and it gave me insights so radical including love is truth, all the shit you have heard leo say etc, but as an actual insight. You can not ever imagine how shocking this was. I had a vague intuiton of love is truth first, i had a stout impression that it was shown during my 5meo breakthrough but this was definitely not the case after seeing what the being showed me. after this trip i can not imagine how love and truth could ever be seperate. Its like saying love is not truth is like saying, “a tall gnome”. Imagine having this insight plus insights that are even more radical but can never be described with any words. All in one trip.

Some questions that I asked the being he didnt answer me purely because it would end my human existence. I told the being that this sounds similar to what Leo says and the being laughed at me. It said “Yes he’s right, but he has not actually gone over the border, meaning he is still an infinity away from understanding what the truth really is. After this question i proceeded to ask the being more about Leo’s teachings. It told me the teachings are quite simply the most advanced on earth but that it is still laughable compared to the knowledge of infinite truth. I inquired about understanding of science and it told me Leo has a better understanding of science than scientists, but really only because Leo confronts the metaphysics of science and the entanglement problem while most scientist deny their own metaphysics by not being interested in them. However he told me that that most points Leo made in his critique to science are not good points at all, and that in the reality of the universe/infinite intelligence, Leo knows almost as much about science as Donald Trump. 

It told me Leo is one of the most advanced humans, and that it is wise to follow him, however his understanding is still utterly limited by his human form and ego games. I then asked the being to really show me how science and knowledge works and it said to me that he would not show me as it would annihilate my entire human body and mind if he did. “If you really want to see, I can show you, however you wont be  be human again. How did you think I ended up here?”

This feared me so much that I almost lost contact with the being. It told me not to fear and to keep dong what I was doing. Because it realized how much my mind bad been fried, he just constructed and showed me the most beautiful architecture which is literally unimaginable for humans. More than 3 spatial dimensions etc. This is also utterly indescribable. It was a being of love that is for sure.

Slowly I started to come back. Decided to never do Psychs again. It was not a bad trip in the sense that there was not much fear or suffering, but the shock from the insight is a lot more than meant for human minds. It felt like i was a conductor only made for 10 volt, but i’d just been on 9000+ volt for for hours.

after this trip I didnt speak with anybody for 5 days and did not watch tv etc. Had to sometimes cry for an hour then laugh for an hour. Didnt even think much tbh. It was a complete reset of my mind and 50x more shocking than 25mg of 5-Meo-dmt.

Tbh this trip report does nothing to really describe the trip. But I had to share it here to vent and also because the being talked about Leos teachings.

I am still dazed and not the same right now. Of course I will never be the same again but I still expect the shock to be over in a few weeks. I will probably not do psychs for at least a year or two.

TLDR: smoked 150mg dmt, entity came, almost completetly dinsintegrated my mind with insights by my free will. Came back, mind still fried.

[Adamq8]

Thanks for the report! Yeah Leo is very advanced when it comes to understanding him self ( GOD) but rest assured,  infinity is such a radical thing that we can't grasp it but we can become aware of it, it is endless with everything, so we can explore forever but still have forever more to explore

[Grateful Dead]

150mg dmt dude holy shit you must have some huge fucking balls lol ?

thanks for sharing!

[Michal__]

Thanks for sharing. This is one of the most interesting trip reports here.

[Leo Gura]

My DMT trips are deeper than my 5-MeO trips.

Yeah, you took too much and traumatized yourself. Turtles win the race. Slow and steady.

[KingEnergy]

@Michal__ np bro. I have done 30 mushroom trips and this was my 9th dmt trip, after doing trips of 100 mg & 110 mg also with beings, super radical but they were literally nothing compared to this trip. Im 100% sure a large portion of the insights will not stick because i simply am not capable in this human identity.

this trip has shown me possibilities of reality and creation that are so outrageously impossible, they would literally be impossible to see in the material state (having a body) because the insight itself would instantly disintegrate your entire reality. 

I have described less than 0.1% of the trip because the rest is more than indescribable. Even me trying to remember parts of the trip it feels like im not the one who went through the trip. During the trip I was fully conscious I was God and Consciousness, but that was a piece of cake assumption compared to what was shown.

@Leo Gura yes definately. I have done 110mg which was super radical yet amazing, but its nothing compared to this. To be honest this trip helped me to empathise with your work on actualized.org. I have no idea how i would communicate those insights even 1%. You take it to 5% and I really admire that bro.

 

 

 

Edited November 8, 2020 by KingEnergy

[Leo Gura]

17 minutes ago, KingEnergy said:

 

@Leo Gura yes definately. I have done 110mg which was super radical yet amazing, but its nothing compared to this. To be honest this trip helped me to empathise with your work on actualized.org. I have no idea how i would communicate those insights even 1%. You take it to 5% and I really admire that bro.

Thanks

Of course the human body/mind is the ultimate bottleneck here. We can only expect so much from being in this form we're in. A human is not designed to understand all of Infinity.

We should consider ourselves lucky that we were born humans and not donkeys.

[Moksha]

Going over the border is seeing the face of God. You don't come back from that.

[KingEnergy]

@Tim Ho in comparison to this being, definitely. Like Leo said we are only humans. Dont forget this being praised Leo when I asked about him. But humans are simply not capable. I was not a human during this trip, my body was literally not present. This is on most dmt trips and I think this is what allows you to have the crazy insight and experience more than 5-meo. 

The talk I had with the being about humans and Leo was just the small talk of the trip. The other 97% was balls to the wall indescribable. 
 

 

 

[AtheisticNonduality]

24 minutes ago, Tim Ho said:

LOL

Imagine if you spoke with a DMT spirit about how Leo knows about the same understanding as Donald Trump.

[Nahm]

Beautiful. Thanks for sharing!

[The0Self]

Insight after unconditional love insight, is not insight. Unconditional love insight before other insight, is not unconditional love insight. After insight into unconditional love, it's all over.

Edited November 9, 2020 by The0Self