beginner question about Truth

[levani]

so am understanding this correctly, i am here in this life to find the Truth ?

but it's still possible that i am not ready in THIS lifetime to find out the truth

so do i ignore the whole thing and go back to my matarialistic paradigm or do i get professional help or help from a life coach or psychologist or whatever to overcome my fears so they don't come up during my psychedelic trips and leave me in the psycheward for 10 years lol

[aurum]

1 minute ago, levani said:

i am here in this life to find the Truth ?

More or less, yes.

1 minute ago, levani said:

but it's still possible that i am not ready in THIS lifetime to find out the truth

Yes, but unlikely considering you've found this forum. To even engage with this material means you're likely heading for some level of realization.

3 minutes ago, levani said:

so do i ignore the whole thing and go back to my matarialistic paradigm or do i get professional help or help from a life coach or psychologist or whatever to overcome my fears so they don't come up during my psychedelic trips and leave me in the psycheward for 10 years lol

Well that's up to you. If you're totally new to this and feel you've got lots of trauma, I would not recommend psychedelics be the first thing you do. There are people who start with psychedelics but that's a dangerous game IMO.

Start with the basics.

Meditation, yoga, diet, life purpose, belief work, seminars, retreats, etc.

Then if you still feel called to try psychedelics, go for it.

Professional coaching / therapy can also be a big help.

[fridjonk]

Just now, levani said:

i am here in this life to find the Truth ?

You're here to remember that you ARE truth.  You're here to re-create who you are in every moment, to experimentally know yourself through creation, and thus - god. 

6 minutes ago, levani said:

but it's still possible that i am not ready in THIS lifetime to find out the truth

 

Absolutely, but don't let that stop you. Since you're already here on this forum, asking these questions. Some part of you yearns to know the truth. 

7 minutes ago, levani said:

so do i ignore the whole thing and go back to my matarialistic paradigm or do i get professional help or help from a life coach or psychologist or whatever to overcome my fears so they don't come up during my psychedelic trips and leave me in the psycheward for 10 years lol

If you have a relatively healthy mind, psychedelics would actually be your best teacher by lightyears. You can do 10 years of psychology work in one year with their assistance. Your best bet is to learn about Integral Theory or Spiral Dynamics so you're aware of the pitfalls on this journey, you'll know how to progress up the spiral if you have the map to your assistance. 

[The0Self]

You (ego; falsehood) will say it seeks truth, but will actually seek happiness -- that's how it survives. Truth is the end of it. Truth is all there is. Truth cannot be found, because it was never lost. Navigating the infinitely integrated layers of reality instead is a fine endeavor.