My respect to Leos' work is killing me slowly and making me more aware, lol

[StudentOfLeove]

Well I began watching Leos videos in the year 2017 (didnt watch them all but I listened to lots of the important ones more than once) Yes at the beginning I fell into all the traps [ being dogmatic, ideologic, etc...] As I advanced I got psychotic symtoms ( watch "the dark side of meditation" & "dangers of actualized.org"). I had some mystical/ paranormal experiences and this year I have gone to an ayahuasca experience which was very fucked up, lol, to summerise this: felt like jaguar (spirit animal?), had acoustically "hallucinations", purged some old trauma out of my body, gone absolutly crazy for 3 hours ("my entire life"= "toughts" have gone thru a fucked up strange loop), ego-death / breakthrough- experience = god-realisation/ nothingness (laughed like a maniac). This happened before 2 months: did a lot of integration-work since then and now I decided to watch this new video from leo and mannn I just watched the first 7 minutes and I never listened to Leo that way how I am listening now to him. I am very fucking serious now with all this . I got more aware about lots of stuff. I have a lot of creative ideas now, I know now how to live my life, I know now how to not create new suffering in the present moment (at least I am trying, experimenting, observing, learning, failing, and starting the whole process again.) I am 20 years old and I am not ready to do the real nondual-consciossness-work now but I am preparing myself now for it and I tell ya: I will be fucking ready for it!! But first I want to live like a young, wild, free man: I want a sexy wife (I know already who is going to be it;), I want children, I want a dog♡(wuff wuff), I want to be finacially independant (filmmaking, music, art, books), I want my family to be happy and peaceful, I want to have lots of fun with my friends and people in generall and so on... this kind of real, internal success will take me some years and thats okay but than, brothers and sisters, than, when I am very grounded in life: oh yeah baby, there will be no escape from me RUUUUAAARR ( sorry that was the jaguar inside of me), what I wanted to say is, thank you that you read all of this, I appreciate it. Go meditate now! Bye.

 

[Vittorio]

If you want to have a wife etc. has nothing to do with "internal success", but with external success.

In order to reach real success in life, you'll have to transform yourself INTERNALLY.

This will lead you to do inspired action that will turn then in external success.

Instead of saying "I am not ready for his teaching", I suggest you to start turning inward and self-reflect right now.

[Dodo]

Do not deconstruct science, Construct Heaven. Now. Love, now, there is no better time to Love. Actually love, in time, do things slowly, take small steps, go with Love or go with the Beast. How long is She going to wait for us to learn? We have to get it 

[StudentOfLeove]

1 hour ago, Vittorio said:

I suggest you to start turning inward and self-reflect right now.

I am doing this every second of my life, brother.

1 hour ago, Dodo said:

Do not deconstruct science, Construct Heaven. Now. Love, now, there is no better time to Love. Actually love, in time, do things slowly, take small steps, go with Love or go with the Beast. How long is She going to wait for us to learn? We have to get it 

Love this, thank you.??

[Dodo]

You may also run this code if you own a Visual Studio  For the Glory of God Beyond All Understanding.

namespace ILoveYou
{
    class Program
    {
        static void Main(string[] args)
        {
            while (0<1)
            { 
            Console.WriteLine("Anchoring the Spirit Of Love, Calling The Heart beyond knowing, The highest principle of Creation, Anchor the Highest vibration of Heaven, forever and ever - Amen");
                Console.WriteLine("1 + 1 = 3 - Amen");
                Console.WriteLine("Love and Light forever and ever - Amen");

                Console.WriteLine("Glory be to You, I am your Humble servant");
            }
            
        }
    }
}

What if we shine so bright, we actually ascend the entire Universe? Lol. ?

Edited October 25, 2020 by Dodo