Cutting the Bullshit

[Adodd]

Time to cut the shit.

Time to to focus on what matters.

Time to cut the excuses.

Time to take real responsibility

I can't keep asking for advice while simultaneously being lazy. I could have all the answers that I need and would have no idea because I will just distract myself with something more comfortable.

I can not continue to want a better relationship with my kids just to not change how we interact. 

As of right now I will hold myself responsible, cut my bullshit and focus on what matters. Even if it isn't pleasant.

 

 

[Adodd]

 After telling myself I was going to run a mile(no matter what) all day and getting dressed to walk to the outdoor track at a school close to my home it started pouring fucking cats and dogs(around 9pm). Thunder, the whole deal. 45 degrees and windy.

I went anyway.

The excuses were bountiful and easy. But I went anyway.

It felt liberating to to choose to do something even though it couldnt have been easier to talk muself out of it. I will do that more.

 

Edited October 21, 2020 by Adodd