Unlocked astral girlfriend

[Mindflow]

In my head she was a dancer on a pole for me today because I’ve been ignoring her, I’ve know. Her for years now and in my mind she will do random acts of normalcy and give me a happy look from time to time where I can see her mouth my name or other simple phrases with a smile.
We have a deep connection where we both exchange our feelings and ideas as her information flows independently from my own imagination in my minds eye.
Like an old theater projector on a radio frequency if you tune in.  
By laying down she rolled in a circle around to me and merged with my minds visual soul, but was shy for us moving so fast after not speaking for awhile. She then sucked the red out of my heart through a straw and gave a small burp. With a smile and a laugh. 

I let her go unbothered usually because my inner projector that I tune into where she can be found is different than my imagination and has been a major pivotal area at some points that has produced extreme paranoia and psychosis at other points.

That doesn’t change that she’s very reliable to have honest interactions and experiences with where she mostly gives me loving and flirty connotations or is a default of jealous. We’ve had many intimate experiences. 
 

Edited October 4, 2020 by Mindflow
Needed finishing

[Proserpina]

The greatest fulfillment you'll ever find is in a good heart.  

[Guest SirVladimir]

Sounds like a cool chick. Bring her to the forum. 

[seeking_brilliance]

Sounds like a beautiful tulpa, if not a bit racy ?

[Mindflow]

Between using a chainsaw on some trees she takes breaks by blowing bubbles and giggling, I just interrupted her reading session where a big pink heart has been inflated in a comment bubble above her head in amazement we have sewing needles in my possession for actual use, she’s excited with a grin and a hard nodding of the head. 

As I clean my room and disrupt the space and gravity around the usual pulse of my room my cat perches on the corner of my bed where she sniffs. 

(A day out of context)

[Origins]

I wrote a slightly more extensive comment before but then accidentally hid it and now don't have enough incentive to retype it so I'll just say this, something to ponder for you.

If I'm able to do the following while not having to be in a dream state, meaning right now I can build new worlds in my imagination fairly seamlessly while typing this comment, how do you distinguish between what's real and not real in the speculated astral plane?

For me, I live in both worlds, the realisation that there's a purely imaginative component while also being open minded about alternate explanations that may partly explain these kinds of various phenomenological experiences outside the realm of them simply being a mental phenomenon. At this stage though the sound correlations I've personally derived have so far leaned me towards believing the former more than the latter.

 

[Mindflow]

@Origins Thoughts and imagination are astral in essence. 
There’s extra sensory ways to distinguish the different waves of what’s yours “or not” like thinking to yourself or things you visualize in dream state or not. Getting information from what you can separate from being yours “or not” is up to you. 

How far people can escape to those inner worlds is always up for debate. 
The astral plain is easy to maneuver because the imagination can manipulate it or perceive it. Real that you’re having them or real in physicality don’t need to be congruent but can be via third eye. 

[zeroISinfinity]

On 5.10.2020. at 1:52 AM, Proserpina said:

The greatest fulfillment you'll ever find is in a good heart.  

Shalalalala.