I am willing to do it

[Identity]

I am willing to do it. No matter the obstacles that I will have to face, I am willing to do it.

Looking back at the last years of self-actualizing, it hasn’t been easy, but I am willing to keep pushing forwards.

I can see what I am creating. I can sense that I am on the right path. Even though times will get dark and bright, I will keep moving forwards.

I can feel in my heart that I am laying the foundation for something beautiful. I see the glimpses of what my life will become.

Every now and again, I look at the sky and my soul is filled with beauty that brings tears in my eyes.

I know god is calling me and cheering me on, even though I am rarely connected to it as I go through my day.

I am proud of how far I have come. And although there are few people cheering me on to continue the journey, I am on my own team.

I know there is great potential in me and I will keep chipping away steadily to realize it.

I love you all, thank you for being on this journey. 

[Moksha]

The Universe is cheering you on

[JosephKnecht]

@Identity Are you willing to let go of your identity? 

[Identity]

@Moksha ??

[Identity]

@JosephKnecht I am at times.

And then I quickly get back to distracting myself and denying what I saw.

[zazed]

You use the word I, my, me quite a lot,  32 times I counted. meditate on why that is. 

 

[Identity]

@zazed Because in general, I am operating from the level of ego-development where I am a separate human-being on the hero's journey.

At times this construct can resolve to various degrees. But for now, there is the belief that I need myself to build up my life.

When in this state of mind there is a strong sense of personal identity, control and future.

After some self-reflection, this was the best story that came up.