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This is a journal of positivity and a fight against depression. 

Be bright 

Be brilliant

Be beautiful 

 

Our commitment to be positive and to do good should be so strong that it will drown out all forces in the world. 

Hope Faith Peace Power Love Positivity 

 

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When people try to bring you down it's not because you're the problem but because they themselves are miserable and have to unload their personal garbage on others. 

 


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Mini spiritual exercise 

 

Use an object possibly a mineral or rock.. 

Now create positive warm energy and impinge this object with your positive mantras, spells, magic words, sigil/symbol, prayer, blessings and energy. 

This object is now charged. 

After some time hold this object again between the hands and then absorb the positive energy stored in it. 

This is a part of my energy witchcraft 

 

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I feel so peaceful when I listen to this really old Indian song. 

Soothing music 

 

 

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Mini spiritual exercise 

I want to use a mini ritual where I will shame my inner demons, the feelings of darkness, despair and hopelessness. 

This will help me to detect such feelings or demons when they arise and be more connected or tuned in with my inner flow. 

I will call this exercise the bonfire exercise. 

 

I can create a campfire in my garden outside my house. 

A small bonfire or campfire with some twigs and lighter fluid. 

Then sit near the bonfire and call out the darkness inside and all the dark entities or feelings of despair or sabotaging feelings and then shame them so that they are not given any validation. 

Shaming the inner demons out. 

Shaming is the best way of invalidating these feelings and dissociate them. 

Also laughing at these feelings to ridicule them. 

Mini bonfire ritual. 

 


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Love these rings. 

 

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The difference between toxic people and empathetic people 

 

Toxic people are like a glass with a hole at the bottom making it bottomless. So if you keep pouring, it never fills up, you just have to keep pouring and it's a waste of time and you get drained investing and pouring so much and still nothing. 

What this means is that even if you showed full loyalty and pure unconditional love to a toxic person, no matter how much you try to please them, you will come back empty because they are empty to begin with. They will give you nothing even if they pretend like they care about you. They will throw you out when they don't need you anymore. 

They are like this bottomless cup 

 

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On the other hand, empathetic people are like closed cups with a small space. All you need to do is show little love and support and they are immediately full and they give you back the same loyalty and trust and love that you offered them. They don't take you for granted or drain your energies. Rather  they are grateful for your presence.. 

Like this little cup that gets full quickly. 

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Life is to be lived like this spring. Jump back to normal from setbacks and keep moving on and doing better. 

 

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The ways in which / people deflect blame 

 

  • Denial 
  • Rationalization
  • Justification
  • Projection (projecting self bias on others, blaming  going to do something in the future. You are going to be a threat 
  • Conspiracy 

 

I guess I think too much about / people. 

 

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I could use a candle. 

 


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I got  an earthen pot. Nice find. 

Wrote a list today.. Gonna do it later though. 

 

Just focusing on what needs to be done. 

Putting all the concepts in line. 

I forgot a very important concept. 

Let me think. Arghh

I also want to be random at the same time. 

Just start with good things. 

I really need an initiation ceremony. 

This will be more like Grounding

But I want something that I can do frequently. And not feel so restless 

 

Maybe keeping a timer might help 

And to keep a rhythm

I think I need something like a connector. Looking like traffic lights 

A set of traffic lights acting as chain links 

That would be great 

 

Each defining something. 

I also need a digital drawing board. 

So I can draw. 

Like a manuscript?

Something on which I can both draw and write

 

 

 

 


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This is how the bar will look like. 

It's the chain bar of colorful lights. 

 


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Just now, Preety_India said:

 

 

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This is how the bar will look like. 

It's the chain bar of colorful lights. 

 

Earthen pots in a line 

 


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Got an idea. 

Make a series of art with both writing and drawing and post it on Instagram. 

Patumba earthen pots line. 

Each pot contains something, either it gives or something is given to it. It has two compartments. 

Or two pots placed one upon the other. 

 

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The hand that resists the devil(oppressor) wins in the world. 

The eyes that see the bigger picture get to the prize first. 

Fortune favors the bold. 

 

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When you suffer from self hate you are giving power to the oppressor. 

When you are free from self hate, you attain awakening and glory 

Those who challenge authority will not buy into its bullshit and be freed from the oppression of such authority sooner and better. 

Empowerment lies in understanding oppression and fighting it for freedom. 

One way to shoot the devil is to resist and shame the devil. 

 

 

 

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The concept of the devil in different forms in art, literature and comedy.

 

4 concepts 

1 the devil is someone who is trying to sabotage your well being. The Hand. The Trickster. The Plotter. H

THE HAND 

2 the one who rebels God... This is more Christian art R

THE REBEL

3 the one who tempts you into sin or bad karma T

THE TEMPTER 

4 the one who is the Oppressor or Abuser O

THE OPPRESSOR 

5 the one who tempts you into darkness and despair and self destruction, for example addiction. D

THE DARK ENTITY 

6 the one who hates you no matter what HT

THE NARCISSISTIC HATER 

7. The one who spreads lies, hate and slanders you. S

THE SLANDERER 

 

When you are fully honest in your heart, the whole world, all the lies and all the truth and all the deception is revealed to you 

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I have had enough friends and enemies in my life. I see through life like a shark searching for truth. 

The difference between a friend and an enemy is that a friend will support you even if you disagree with him, but an enemy will betray you in the end even if you agreed with him. 

By supporting your enemy you are digging your own grave. 

 

The only way to deal with a spiritual enemy is to shame the enemy. 

The devil has one attribute in plenty. Narcissism. So shaming makes all the demons leave. 

 

That's why the Bible says be humble and fear karma. Fear your own rascality and ferociousness, because you don't know what it will make you do. The Bible says to repent before you are tempted to do things that you will regret so much that your own conscience will haunt and torment you 

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Demonology, Witchcraft, Satanism, Christianity Paganism 

 

 

Goetia Demons 

ARS Goetia 

Goetia Demons 

 

THE PLOTTER, THE TRICKSTER, THE HAND H

 

THE REBEL R

 

THE TEMPTER T

 

THE OPPRESSOR or ABUSER O

 

THE DARK ENTITY D

 

THE NARCISSISTIC HATER HT

 

THE SLANDERER S


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I met with a bunch of Mexicans yesterday. And they are just the most amazing people. 

 


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