Why Do I Feel Homesick When I'm Home

[Spiritjunkie]

So I've been feeling extremely weird emotions last two months. I can finally say that I can do whatever I want and whenever I want.

But I feel extremely homesick sometimes. My home is good, no problems but time to time I get this homesickness in my stomach:P

Edited August 19, 2016 by Spiritjunkie

[Eelco1981]

@Spiritjunkie Sounds like you have a feeling that something is missing. You feel a lack of something. What is it? You lack love? Money? Purpose in your life? Companionship? Or is it more like a fear? You fear that now you have what you want.... now what? What am I supposed to do now? Is this all there is?

[Spiritjunkie]

@Eelco1981 Good points.

I think I lack connection with people around me. Most of them worship alcohol and parties, which produce all kinds of behaviors. 

Fears are also very true. might be some fear hidden in the subconscious about the unknown,

[Eelco1981]

@Spiritjunkie Then look for other friends. Move to another city if you have to. But remember that friends cannot fill a void if you are feeling a void. You will have to fill the voids yourself. Friends can only be complementary... a cherry on the cake.