After death in this life

[Mvrs]

I’m still on the fence about this. But as far as I understand after this life it’s over u merge back into nothing. But what were u to begin with but nothing. Just an identification with whatever is arising in the now. 
 

my 17.5 gram mushroom trip showed me tho that an entity incarnated as me. So when I die do I fully merge back or am I on a infinite journey of waking up from infinite dreams. Or is it one dream then back to the all?  Or is what I’m saying one in the same 

[Breakingthewall]

Sometimes I have the perception that I'm not me, I'm who perceive and that "me" is like a puppet , and there is not "when I die", because the time doesn't exist, there is no movement, so when you die you are not going to merge with the nothing because you are already merged right now. The question for me is: why all of this illusion? Must be for something. All is too perfect.

[Mvrs]

8 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

Sometimes I have the perception that I'm not me, I'm who perceive and that "me" is like a puppet , and there is not "when I die", because the time doesn't exist, there is no movement, so when you die you are not going to merge with the nothing because you are already merged right now. The question for me is: why all of this illusion? Must be for something. All is too perfect.

I believe it’s just to appreciate it and bask in its magnitude and because it has to be since it infinity . 

[Nahm]

17 hours ago, Mvrs said:

 Just an identification with whatever is arising in the now. 

an entity incarnated as me. 

...IS what is, IS ‘the now’...not an identification with it, not an entity incarnated. (Not two)