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Let's take the case of Snow white. 

Let's say in our example, Snow white has been dumped in a cellar with no food. 

A God might tell Snow White that this is her persecution, that she has to be patient and forgive her tormentors. 

But the Evil God or Satan will tell Snow White to go steal food from the kitchen and lie and steal and survive. 

What a God says during such situations is not meaningful or helpful for survival. It is passivity. 

 

But what evil tells during such a situation is helpful for survival.. 

Sometimes I think is God is  evil for not fixing the suffering in the world? 

 

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I feel that God is a God of good. This nature is useful to keep a clear conscience and to stop creating chaos or harm. 

Also the prayers of the righteous are heard. The righteous establishes a productive system. 

When given opportunities and power, people who are pure and clear in their conscience will try to maximize the good for everyone and create a very liberated helpful system. 

When not given opportunities and power they will be helpless. 

Therefore the stereotypical Good person is necessary.. They are the makers of utopia. 

Now the stereotypical bad person is also necessary. 

Because in reality, it's these people who bring major changes in society How? By using intimidation and power to put the malevolent forces back in their place. 

So here we have a triangular classification of forces. 

The Good 

The Malevolent 

The Evil 

The forces of evil fight off abusers and stop the abusers from abusing the system using rebellion and strength and power, and demands liberation from forces of judgment and hate and oppression. 

Only an intimidating person can set the victim free from the hold of the Tyrant. 

 

The good and the evil differ in these ways 

The good is needed to create the Swan, the utopia, the beauty, the goodness. 

Whereas the Evil is needed to deal with reality that the Good cannot deal with. Because reality is far from utopia, in fact it's the opposite of utopia. 

Reality is dystopia not utopia. 

 

The Evil is needed to fight the system. 

To intimidate reality into changing into what is needed. To disrupt reality to bring forceful change by own will. To enforce the own will on reality. 

The work of the Evil is to resist dystopia or reality and to survive it. I think this is how people perceive Satanism. 

 

Now we have 2 Gods and 1 force. 

The God of Good 

 

The God of Evil

And 1 malevolent force that creates dystopia, an oppressive system. 

 

I will have to create a three set or trinity set for gods and 1 malevolent force 

Representations and symbols. 

3 Gods. All Carnaabi Gods.

Carnaabi 1, Carnaabi 2 and Carnaabi 3.

They are of the Holy Spirit. 

 

These are utopian Gods. 

 

Carnaabi 1

 

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Carnaabi 2

 

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Carnaabi 3

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The Gods of Evil and Rebellion 

The Horth Gods.

These are Gods of Rebellion. 

 

Horth 1 - God of Rebellion and Common Sense. 

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Horth 2 - God of Survival, Freedom, Liberation, Escape and Satire. 

 

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Horth 3 - God of Resistance to Reality, Wokeness. 

 

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Symbol and Representation of Malevolent Force. Called Dhm. 

 

 

 

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On 9/6/2020 at 7:00 PM, Preety_India said:

 

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19 characters 

 

Full list 

Ongzheyt Gods 

Orrondtzhey 

 

Moaneh gods 

Asty 

Adim 

Dambi 

Deghebeh 

Dodondo 

Bogambisah 

Badua 

 

Waga Gods

Carnaabi 

Wagabeh 

Burheymuth 

Zhuntarra 

 

All Carnaabi Gods

Carnaabi 1  Carnaabi 2  Carnaabi 3

 

The Horth Gods 

Horth 1   Horth 2    Horth 3 

 

Malevolent Force Called Dhm. 

 

 

 

 

 

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The set is complete 

That's the Full Patumba set along with Eagle Mountain Spiritual System. 

 

 


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That chair alone can solve all the problems of my life 

 

 


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Last night I had a dream and in the dream there were tons of pine needles in the grass. 

And there were octopuses in one corner. 

 


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The concept of abradah. 

The Patumba has a concept for the soul or inner spirit.. This soul arrives into the body at birth and departs at death. 

This is the soul of the person who was living.. This soul or spirit is called abradah. 

It escapes into the spirit world after death. This spirit world is called.... deghedhambeh

This soul creates many iterations or versions of the inner self that we can connect with from time to time. I will call this jiggiszth. 

 

 

 

Summary 

Abradah - Soul or spirit in a body 

deghedhambeh - the Afterlife or underworld of souls. 

 

jiggiszth - the inner self formed by the soul in iterations. 

 

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The inner spirit within me. 

 

 

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It's like I'm sitting and just reflecting looking at the waves. 

 

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My take on the coronavirus. 

I feel that we attract such huge disasters because we lack in spirituality. 

If we were deeply spiritual people, we would have supernatural means of dealing and preventing such disasters 

How many vaccines will you keep jabbing into yourself? 

A new virus will come and then a new vaccine. This is a never ending cycle. 

The lives lost. The trauma caused. there has to be a spiritual answer. 

 

 

What the coronavirus taught me 

It taught me that life is fickle. Tomorrow is never guaranteed and we shouldn't be too attached to this life and we should abandon capitalism and materialism. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I believe in the forces of good and evil to save this planet 

This is my thought. That both good and evil will throw out malevolence and indifference and abuse and oppression from this world. 

To beat evil you have to be evil 

Beating poison with poison. 

That there is demonic ritual abuse. DRA

Any form of intimidation is called evil.. This is the trick of the Malevolent Force 

 

The whole world is ruled by narcissists who are ritual abusers. 

So this is how the whole thing goes. 

You have the haves and the have nots. 

The abusers and the victims. 

The abuser are the ones who have all the power and control.. 

The victims are the ones who are helpless and don't have power and control. 

Now the abusers who include all successful or powerful people starting from families to bigger communities to nations to societies. These people make rules for others and constantly harass or abuse or control others lives. They feel empowered. They want slaves and want to let go those who don't serve their purpose. This is called social capitalism. 

Not only there is economic capitalism but also there is social capitalism. 

They want the useless victims or slaves gone. They don't care about their issues or problems. 

The victims are weak and unable to have the power to fight these social capitalistic forces. 

 

This constant abuse of victims and their harassment and oppression and forcing them to be slaves to serve the ones in power. 

This world embodies the concept of classism  and social capitalism. 

 

Here the legend of the Codex Gigas is important to consider. It ties into my thoughts and thesis of the world and good and evil. 

I will illustrate this in the next post. 

 

 

 

 

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Continued from the previous post. 

This is the legend of the Codex Gigas.

 

According to one version of a legend that was already recorded in the Middle Ages, the scribe was a monk who broke his monastic vows and was sentenced to be walled up alive. In order to avoid this harsh penalty he promised to create in one night a book to glorify the monastery forever, including all human knowledge. Near midnight, he became sure that he could not complete this task alone so he made a special prayer, not addressed to God but to the fallen angel Lucifer, asking him to help him finish the book in exchange for his soul. The devil completed the manuscript and the monk added the devil's picture out of gratitude for his aid. In tests to recreate the work, it is estimated that reproducing only the calligraphy, without the illustrations or embellishments, would have taken twenty years of non-stop writing.

This is exactly what is needed to be done in the world. 

I need to slightly contort the story to fit my thesis of the world and good and evil. 

Imagine that you are under an oppressive regime. And everything around you is capitalism. You work for the corporations and they pay you peanuts to barely survive and get by. But they make huge profits. You are like a prostitute to them. 

Imagine this whole world to be a brothel. Where if you work then you get the money and when you get old you are considered worthless and thrown out. 

Now if you rebel against such a world, they will throw you away and lock you up behind bars like they did to the monk in the Codex Gigas legend. 

Now you're left with no chance to survive. You tried so hard to break the bars but nothing happens. A guard outside can help you be free but he is charging a hefty sum of money.. You don't have that money. In fact you are penniless. 

You just don't have a way out and if you stay there for days, withing weeks you will die of hunger or cold. 

You have one option. To either pray to God or Satan. 

If you pray to God, his supernatural force might help you after a considerable amount of time has passed by which you are sure to be dead. This whole thing will take a lot of time. 

Now if you pray to Satan, he will immediately help you be freed but he will make you hastily write a book to praise his glory like the Codex Gigas. 

The good will set you free after a long time. 

The evil will set you free immediately. 

Whichever you choose, both will set you free. 

This is how I perceive the world 

The world appears to me as a set of characters in a vicious dystopian plot. 

The actions of these characters are causing degradation of the world in a downward spiral. 

Continued in the next post. 

 

 

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Continued from the previous post. 

Characters of the world in a dystopian plot. 

The Abusers or the narcissists. 

The Abused or dra victims. 

Demonic ritual abuse DRA

The world is mangled in a dystopian plot. 

Capitalism is like abuse. 

You are thrown into a jail or trap. 

And you can't get out 

Supernatural forces is the only thing that will save the slaves of the world. 

These supernatural forces can come from both good and evil 

The only difference is that the evil will fasten the process 

But the evil does not have the qualities required to set up a utopian society. You will need the supernatural forces of good there. Till then you will need to rely on Satan. So Satan is just a temporary vehicle. Hail Satan!! 

Who is guiding the abuse in the world. 

The Malevolent Force MF is guiding the abuse in the world. They are guiding the oppression and control and power. Abusive power. 

The demonic forces DF are the ones that are preventing any good from happening. They are sabotaging the good. 

 

Dark entities DE are the inner demons inside the person like addiction that are controlling the person like a computer malware and will take over the person and need to be thrown out. 

Inner demons and dark entities work inside. Demonic forces work outside the body. In the environment. 

Both DE and DF are used by MF. 

The dra involves all the different ways in which weak  people are enslaved and abused in this world. 

To write such a huge book like Codex Gigas overnight you'll need to take help from Satan.. 

You'll need to use evil to destroy the Malevolent Force or MF.. 

Once the dystopia is destroyed, the Swan needs to come and create and restore the utopia. 

You need a Satan to destroy the Dystopia and escape it and you need God (swan) to set up a utopia. 

How does the Satan destroy the Abusers 

By using might, power, intimidation and sheer evil to tear them apart. 

The MF wants you to believe that everything that is intimidating is evil to keep you in a sheep like state, always peaceful and non-rebellious. 

Whereas the Satan believes in Rebellion. He wants the sweet sheep to wake up and fight and be strong and smart. 

 

Continued in the next post. 

 

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Continued from the previous post. 

 

This is the diagram or picture that shows good and evil. Below is the image of a blue luminous circle that indicates Good. 

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Below is the image of the blue being partially overshadowed by a brown shield or cover. 

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The blue foggy circle is the symbol of good. The brown shield cover is the symbol of evil. The second picture symbolizes the combining of both good and evil together to form the perfect state. This is the duality needed in dystopia.. 

 

 

 

 

aighaah  ozeboh waigheh ozebeh

ozegheh  begheh waigheh draaigheh ozegheh dundisoh

Dugaandisoh aighey

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Continued from the previous post. 

 

 

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Continued from the previous post. 

 

 

What does the Patumba call the good and the evil and the combination of both 

 

 

Patumba call good as ozeboh

Patumba call evil as waiheho 

Patumba call combination as begheh

 

 

 

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Gheghembeh

This is same as struppeh. 

Gheghembeh menhirs helps to connect with the spirits of both good and evil. 

 

According to Patumba, whatever you see around you is natural and is naturally happening. It's called waigheh. 

The natural is waigheh. It follows the laws of science.. The supernatural is Dugaandisah. 

 Dugaandisah is the supernatural. 

 

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