How to not use enlightenment as a means to not suffer?

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

I don’t even know where to start. I suffer so much in my life and like why is it improper to want liberation? 
 

the Boredom I feel is so excruciating and the only time I’m happy when I’m in mystical experiences but I can never sustain them. 
 

ideas?

 

thanks all. 

[raphaelbaumann]

9 hours ago, EntheogenTruthSeeker said:

why is it improper to want liberation? 

It's not improper to it's just that suffering is the natural consequence of not being in your true nature. Suffering is mostly caused just by thoughts, so just start by looking at them from another place. Learn to observe them without judging them 

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

@raphaelbaumann thank you. Learn to observe without judging them:)

[raphaelbaumann]