Oneness in life threatening situation

[Dario1995]

So yesterday, in a village where my granddad and grandmom lives, i have experienced slice of oneness. It lasted almost all day, it was like IT or I or Self experiencing itself trough itself by itself. The dog was playing and i felt myself playing as him, good stuff ?And it was pretty great...

Until, in front of my eyes my sister, who was learning drive with my dad crashed into nearby house. Of course, I ( ego) started to run, crying because it was second car crash in my family in past year. Fortunately, my sister and my dad are fine, but to see my full egoic reaction out of no where was not pleasant. I insulted some lady who was trying to help, and later i was soo angry with the nurse, who was actually nice and tried to help. Now i can see that the best way to see how enlightened someone is by his reaction to events. 

I actually saw what the ego is : reaction of subject (body mind) to the object ( what body mind sees). But it is now obvious to me that this being that I am is one and is you too. 

How long it will take to fully settle in oneness, i dont know. 

[James123]

@Dario1995 Anger, violence, stress can never bring you the right solution even from egoistic perspective. So being calm in the moment will help you to best way to help your family in the worst situations. If you are calm you are your highest efficient level whatever the circumstances are. If you are angry or stressed you cant save your family or help them even if you can if you are calm and on control of your ego. Just know this.

Edited September 6, 2020 by James123