I am almost Enlightened, this can’t be that rare.

[Sam Johnson]

9 minutes ago, Osaid said:

I mean not a lot of people who are willing to completely shatter their ego and belief systems

Makes sense it would be rare

Ye sounds logical.

For me the big turning point happened after an intense dream I had about 1.5 yeas ago. Before that I always struggled with social anxiety, especially talking and approaching female. I had a dream in wish I had a situation to approach my crush at that time, I was too afraid to do it (within the dream, just like in “real life”). Then I had a thought wish was “what if this is just a dream and I just do it?” The next thought within the dream was: “ This never ever is a dream, this feels so real,” and I didn’t approach her, in the dream. This literally broke me. In a good way. From this point on I just could not take myself and all my bullshit serious anymore, because the idea that “real life” could just be my dream as well wasn’t to far off the more I thought about it. This dream was the hilarious gamechanger for me. 

Edited September 4, 2020 by Sam Johnson

[Nahm]

@Sam Johnson

Well, how many egos are you figuring there are?

[VeganAwake]

2 hours ago, Sam Johnson said:

Ye sounds logical.

For me the big turning point happened after an intense dream I had about 1.5 yeas ago. Before that I always struggled with social anxiety, especially talking and approaching female. I had a dream in wish I had a situation to approach my crush at that time, I was too afraid to do it (within the dream, just like in “real life”). Then I had a thought wish was “what if this is just a dream and I just do it?” The next thought within the dream was: “ This never ever is a dream, this feels so real,” and I didn’t approach her, in the dream. This literally broke me. In a good way. From this point on I just could not take myself and all my bullshit serious anymore, because the idea that “real life” could just be my dream as well wasn’t to far off the more I thought about it. This dream was the hilarious gamechanger for me. 

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