Envy good looks

[Shunyata]

Let me tell you my personal story. my little sibling was born gorgeous and many people compare her to me. She seems to be way more talented, smart and everything else. This fact used to annoy me so much. Jealousy , envy - you name it. The world seemed to be so unfair..

But now, after having had multiple awakenings, my heartbreak is gone. I now understand that we are all different fingers of the same hand. I sense God's unconditional love. I've been the one rejecting it the whole time! Shook. There's also a feeling that everyone is beautiful. And calling someone ugly is an insult to their consciousness and humanity. 

We think that all of this is some new age hippie nonsense and it has no practical value. Well, it sure does. Why get so upset about something you have no control over? Isn't it easier to just accept everything as it is? 

I hope your heartbreak is going to be healed, after all, with all of my heart. There is so much to live for. There is so much difference you can make, theough being true to your nature as a beautiful manifestation of supreme divine loveful being

 

 

 

[arlin]

@Shunyata hey man, first of all thank you for showing some love. I thought you were a little bit cold before. 

I agree with what you have said in regards to being my worst enemy. I made this post months ago precisely because i wanted to accept things and stop the struggle. 

I can see how your personal experience brought you to your conclusions about awakening and i think there is some truth to that. Im not ready to go full in with awakening, i prefer developing my character first end enjoy life with all of its suffering and joy. The truth is always the truth and will be there at the end of the road waiting for me, when i'll be ready.

Thanks.