Relating To Others

[kkk]

I seen very similar topics here about relating to others while doing consciousness work.

Last few months literaly felt like I totaly dont have a place here because, I m not even having normal conversations where I can relate to person or feel connected, I feel like a robot struggling to keep conversation, in wich I dont see meaning. This is happening even with close friends,  with whom I have been connected for a while and even family. Situation is so shitty that I dont have craving for girls and sex with them, because I know when I going to be finished I m going to lose attraction to them and then after a time it will be back again...and I m not willing to chitchat with girl about things I m not interested in(I m interested only in consciousness work) just to have sex...

Has anybody here actually lived this situation through and now everything is ok?

[egoeimai]

Why are you feeling this?

I felt bad for a moment.

[kkk]

I dont know. But dont get me wrong I not depressed or even feeling negative. I m just afraid that I will never feel conneced, although that is what I was looking for in first place.

[egoeimai]

It will come. Just let it come.

Open your soul's windowz.

  be open to people. And have whatever kind of conversation! Interracting with others helps to find from what are you trying to escape.

Good luck.

[Matthew Lamot]

1 hour ago, kkk said:

I seen very similar topics here about relating to others while doing consciousness work.

Last few months literaly felt like I totaly dont have a place here because, I m not even having normal conversations where I can relate to person or feel connected, I feel like a robot struggling to keep conversation, in wich I dont see meaning. This is happening even with close friends,  with whom I have been connected for a while and even family. Situation is so shitty that I dont have craving for girls and sex with them, because I know when I going to be finished I m going to lose attraction to them and then after a time it will be back again...and I m not willing to chitchat with girl about things I m not interested in(I m interested only in consciousness work) just to have sex...

Has anybody here actually lived this situation through and now everything is ok?

It depends on what you want, what angle you are looking at this from, and what path you are on.  There are different paths, methods, and theologies pertaining to the wide net that is consciousness work.

If you were to listen to me, I would suggest that you are on the right path.  Your business here with this world is coming to an end, and your I thought is being drawn more into its source.  You might even be close to Self-Realization if this is the case.

I myself am close to this, but I still have many vasana's (tendencies of mind) to resolve before I'm ready to permanently rest as ever present awareness.

Nobody knows how long you have been doing this work, you might be at the end of a very long journey and yet only be in your early twenties or even in your teens.  There is no age restrictions to Realize the Self.

From a Self-Actualization POV people will say you might be depressed, unadjusted, who knows?  I'm not following that path, so I have no information for you.  I am certain that some people, and Leo, will be able to give you POV on that side.  But if you're ready for Self-Realization then this might be the turning point for you

[Matthew Lamot]

http://veda.wikidot.com/vasana