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Today is Sunday. That's boring 

 

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2 hours ago, Preety_India said:

For the soul to grow rapidly in the direction of growth, its important to focus on the stream of spirituality. 

 

 

 

 

 

So there are a total of 4 streams for the sake of simplifying things. 

 

First

The stream of spirituality 

 

 

Second 

The stream of Reality/World. Represented by a snake since its a toxic stream. 

And 99% of the time you're always willingly or unwillingly in this stream. 

 

 

Third 

The stream of community 

Your own community that you create. You want to probably help them out or organize community missions and events.

 

 

Fourth 

The stream of Life. 

Your life and aspects of your physical existence in general. 

 

 

 

 

How I need to approach these 4 streams? 

 

 

The stream of spirituality 

Focus on the spiritual aspects of life. The Eagle Mountain Spiritual System model of spirituality. 

 

The stream of Reality/World.

The bleak arts. Understanding reality through the prism of art. 

 

The stream of community

Missions, goals, problem solving, big picture thinking, events, bonding, unity. Systems thinking. Protection and cover from other communities. 

 

The stream of Life. 

Aspects of physical existence 

Edited August 29, 2020 by Preety_India

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Whether you like it or not, you're always in stream 2. I mean I always am. 

This habit needs to be broken. 

These streams have given me a way of narrowing down my perspective to only that which is absolutely essential. 

 

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Imagine it to be something similar to virtual simulation. 

You are switching between streams in these simulations. 

A Virtual Sim environment 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 29, 2020 by Preety_India

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I had a bad dream about my relationship. This hurts. In the dream, I'm breaking up with him. 

We love each other and I haven't broken up with him. 

But the dream kinda hinted me that he doesn't love me. 

This sucks 

 

 

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How I need to approach these 4 streams? 

 

 

The stream of spirituality 

Focus on the spiritual aspects of life. The Eagle Mountain Spiritual System model of spirituality. 

 

The stream of Reality/World.

The bleak arts. Understanding reality through the prism of art. 

 

The stream of community

Missions, goals, problem solving, big picture thinking, events, bonding, unity. Systems thinking. Protection and cover from other communities. 

 

The stream of Life. 

Aspects of physical existence 

 

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August 30, Sunday. 2020. 

With this journal, my journey into spirituality comes to an end after a struggle of 3 long years starting February 2018 when I first started out here but I had been thinking about this long ago. 

But finally a peaceful end. 

Yay, peace finally. 

 

Now comes the phase of practices and practical implementation of spirituality. 

 

 

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August 30 2020

NEW BEGINNINGS 

 

I need to start working on practical techniques from today on. Theory can still continue. But I finally found a way to get a hold of my life without feeling like I'm falling off or have no base. Now finally after a struggle of 2 long years I got the base to work from. 

And it probably should not have taken so long. But unfortunately it did. 

However it's all good because the reason it took so long is because I was exploring different realms and ideas and concepts and having internal conflicts and some days I just wouldn't have any idea in my mind. 

Also I was participating too much in the forum in the past 6 months. That contributed to the lag. Had I taken time off and not participated as much, I would have come to important conclusions much earlier. Would have saved like a 6 month time. 

Also during 2018 up to late 2019, I was dealing with a horrible relationship that was very hard to get rid of. It took a lot of courage to get out of it and be done with it. 

Since March 2020, I had some relief big time. 

So the relationship was also responsible for dragging my progress. 

But I think overall I did an excellent job. I worked very hard, tirelessly and relentlessly to come up with a source foundation for my life. 

My life purpose is to do what I'm passionate about and my main life purpose 

My life purpose is not my job. My job just earns me enough to survive. That's not my life purpose. The income from my job only helps me in buying stuff like books and other things that are necessary in building my life purpose. 

Last year I spent a lot of money at a meditation retreat where I met Andrew. That's how my money is spent. I don't regret it because every spiritual experience is an experience and well worth it. 

 

 

 

This is a new beginning.. Finally. And yes finally.... 

I can seriously focus on my life and not be obsessed about finding a foundation for my life. 

 

This foundation can work for anyone pretty much. But it's firm and good and makes a lot of sense. 

The foundation is rotating your energy and focus between these four streams in the picture and also learning and growing while doing that. 

 

 

This fundamental understanding that the world is not a part of your life was extremely important and central to having a firm base in life 

The world and its drama or events is the main reason why we cannot have  enough focus in life. The world is extremely misleading and it is very dangerous and it corrupts the mind. This fundamental understanding practically blocks all things in the world that take you away from spirituality. 

It's the devil's job. To distract you. To take you elsewhere. To make you focus on less important things. 

Everything is an illusion around you. The sooner you realize this the better 

Once you realize that it's an illusion, it's time to drop that illusion completely and have a new start to life. 

 

 

Edited August 30, 2020 by Preety_India

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On 8/25/2020 at 5:10 PM, Preety_India said:

23 pillars and 16 elements. 

 

1 Bird 

Supernatural 

 

 

2  Desert 

Philosophy and psychology 

 

 

3  Earth 

mindfulness

 

 

 

 4  Star 

Tantric and Tantra, romanticism 

 

 

5  Air 

rebellion and renunciation - of the material world and materialism

 

 

6 Deer 

Paganism 

 

7  Thunder 

Karma 

 

8  Rain

Consciousness 

communing and balance

 

9  Snow

Art 

 

10  Fish 

Morality 

 

11 wind 

Mysticism, insight work and shadow work  self inquiry and Visualization 

 

12  sun 

Theism, Religion 

 

12 and a half - mountain 

Soulism, Shamanism 

 

14  snake 

Esoterism 

 

15  fire 

Witchcraft, animism, Satanism, exorcism 

 

 

16  moon 

Occultism 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The Eagle Mountain Spiritual System 

 

 

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The Eagle Mountain Spiritual System 

 

 

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Edited August 30, 2020 by Preety_India

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4 chakra system

 

Red chakra 

Materialism phase 

The ground base of materialism. Little spiritual knowledge or influence in this state 

 

 

Golden chakra 

Awareness phase. 

Some awareness of spirituality. Spiritual forces gradually growing. 

 

Blue chakra 

Balance between spirituality and materialism. Clear demarcation between the two and the realization of the futility of materialism and a higher inclination towards spirituality begins 

 

 

Purple chakra 

Pure captivating ecstacy. The strong presence of spiritual forces. Also engaging in a variety of spiritual practices and constant pursuit of spirituality and a mirroring of the spiritual life in the physical life, high synchronicity and harmony between the two, physical life and spiritual life. 

 

 

 

Edited August 30, 2020 by Preety_India

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4 phase system

 

Red phase 

Materialism phase 

The ground base of materialism. Little spiritual knowledge or influence in this state 

 

 

Golden phase 

Awareness phase. 

Some awareness of spirituality. Spiritual forces gradually growing. 

 

Blue phase 

Balance between spirituality and materialism. Clear demarcation between the two and the realization of the futility of materialism and a higher inclination towards spirituality begins 

 

 

Purple phase 

Pure captivating ecstacy. The strong presence of spiritual forces. Also engaging in a variety of spiritual practices and constant pursuit of spirituality and a mirroring of the spiritual life in the physical life, high synchronicity and harmony between the two, physical life and spiritual life. 

 

 

 

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I'm feeling so scared right now. 

 

I don't like this  feeling. Someone is responsible for my nightmares. 

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If I ever die either by suicide or accident, that person will be responsible for it. 

 

 

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We are both born the same time 
We are both Pisces
We both like mysteries
We both have similar opinions
We both have same gender siblings
We both have 1 older sibling separated by same age gap
We both have dysfunctional moms
We both have non existent dads
We both have 2 or 3 exes
We were both good in school
We both believe in God.
We both were ditched by friends.
We both feel like we don't fit in this world
We were both born during the time our moms were contemplating abortion
We both suffered maternal abuse
We both hate the world
We both like the same things in life

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22 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

 

4 phase system

 

Red phase 

Materialism phase 

The ground base of materialism. Little spiritual knowledge or influence in this state 

 

 

Golden phase 

Awareness phase. 

Some awareness of spirituality. Spiritual forces gradually growing. 

 

Blue phase 

Balance between spirituality and materialism. Clear demarcation between the two and the realization of the futility of materialism and a higher inclination towards spirituality begins 

 

 

Purple phase 

Pure captivating ecstacy. The strong presence of spiritual forces. Also engaging in a variety of spiritual practices and constant pursuit of spirituality and a mirroring of the spiritual life in the physical life, high synchronicity and harmony between the two, physical life and spiritual life. 

 

 

 

 

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Spiritual lessons 

We are looking for some kind of closure, satisfaction, fulfillment, stability, peace and completion in life 

Spiritual lessons 

Physical suffering of any kind, physical, mental or emotional is limited. It ends at some point. Be glad in knowing that suffering is neither permanent nor infinite. It's very limited. 

What is eternal and unlimited is the spirit. The spirit can be limitless and it can be infinite in its pleasantness. Be glad to know this. Keep your spirit in a good place no matter what. 

 

 

Edited August 31, 2020 by Preety_India

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Spiritual lessons 

Spiritual mapping is like a weather forecast. Charting and studying different areas of your life and finding spiritually weaker and stronger areas in your life.